This weekend was basically a bust.. I guess 'Cause I felt like bummin it most of the time. At least I got my suhleep on(: The week was pretty good though . I got some thaangs down.
Last Sunday I went to Steph's pad for her and her little brothers birthday shindigg. It was pretty chill especially 'cause the food(: Monday was Jacobs birthday and I was glad 'cause his bitchass finally turned 17, whaaaat! And I got my date for Winter Formal.. Tuesday and Wednesday, usual usual, 'cept on Wednesdays me and the senior tennis girls got in trouble for going to YogurtLand for 6th period instead of study hall. Thursday was whatever 'cause I had PE for like the first time in 4 years! -_-
Friday I finally got to hear from my brother in a whole year! I was pretty excited especially since its been a while since I seen him(: Later on I was supposed to go to Leslies birthday dinner at Boiling Crab but I knocked when Rachel hit me up so I just posted it up until my parents told me we were going to Anaheim for dinner. Little did I know, I got to see my little Brats, woo! Oh those little pip squeaks! aha. Stayed there 'til 11 ish then headed home. I was in a rush getting inside 'cause I wanted to watch Corey's football game 'cause he was gone for a whole week so he can represent for University of Hawaii for the All Star game. I watched 'til I knocked and the next day I found out they lost. Oh well, maybe next time Nielsen aha.
Saturday was whatever 'cause I was supposed to go to Knotts but couldn't cause I was supposed to get a Flu Shot! and ended up not going :( But me and the Best G stayed anyways 'cause it was too damn coooold! So later on in the evening I went with my parents to CTC just for some dinner aha. It was good 'cause Starbucks was on the sidee(:
Unfortunately, today is Sunday and Im tired as fcuk even though I didn't do anything. Oh well hopefully I get some errands done and all. Im pretty exicted for this week though. Im already on my break, even though Im schoolin it lol. Let the fun beginnn.
-asb.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Sunday, December 7, 2008
the first weekend of decembaa.
It's only the first week of December buts its already been hectic. With so many things going on, shoot.. where to start? Anywhoos enough with my borning weekly stuff, this is how my weekend goes..
Cutie, Mae, 416, meee & Gf(:
The Cool Kids[=
So Friday just regular buisness, school and after school I planned to go to PHO with Caarol, Mae, Derky, and CJ. Last minute, I found out my Gf Kaye was going and Eunice! And I got a little excited especially because I haven't seen those two since what kinna years?! lol. So we all met at PHO and went to the one by 99 Ranch Market but they all changed their mind and we went to another PHO close to KFC. It was pretty chill. I didn't eat much but me and the girls sure laughed a lot minus Derky & CJ 'cause Derky ate his food all fast while CJ was just posted. How it feels like the old days lol.
Saturday was pretty busy for me. I woke up hella early in the am because Bianca wanted to eat breakfast before we took our SATs so we decided to get Jack in The Box and Starbucks 'cause were fat ases, teehee(: The we went to Valley Christian to go take our test. All separted but I ended up with Rachel Bonifacio in my class so its all graaavy. Took the test and didn't leave 'til one -_- Later I went home then started to get ready to meet up with Cinday and also to go to Rachels debut. I was stuck 'cause lets just say.. someone was lost! Jk Cinday(: But I ended up getting ready in 15 minutes. Then i got scoopd by Cinday and we went to Karens jhouse to get ready. All dolled and making fun of Karens little brother, we took a while and left for Rachels debooty. Went there and were hella posted for 2 hours 'cause we thought it was gonna start at 5:30 but ended up started at 7:00. Cinday had to leave early though but it was all good 'cause me and Karen were just laughing and joking about little thaangs going on lol. Ate a lot, sat a lot but it was all good. It was pretty fun for a debut in a church aha.
Now its Sunday Morning(: and my brother woke me up super early 'cause I got a paper from Cal State Fullerton.. but I gotta turn in my score so don't even trip. My mom tried to tell me to get ready to go to San Diego but.. I have my priorites, even though I love SD :( I decded to go to Stephanies 18th birthday and Karens sister babyshower 'cause they did tell me this ahead of time. Oh well.. hopefully I'll be fun(:
Cutie, Mae, 416, meee & Gf(:
Sunday, November 30, 2008
four days.
Since Thanksgiving was just around the corner, basically, you already knoow.. We had a four day weekend!(:
It all started on Thursday which is Thanksgiving! Even though my family and I don't really celebrate any holidays anymore.. All I gotta say is im thankful for what I have. Even if I've been MIA and all, I know that I still got some who have my back, through thick & thin(: at night though, I went with Karen to visit her lolo viewing which was kinna nice seeing some of the Albano/Ocampos together.
Friday was hella tiring though especially cause it was Black Friday! Woke up at 2 all cause Cinday thought the whole Target store was 70 percent off! (My ass!) aha. And we were second in line too. Even still, I just ended up buying "The Goonies" dvd cause its the shiit(: and after me and Cinday ran al the way to the mall for Forever 21 and stood in a line! -_-* well.. At least we got a free tote! But it was hot pink and I haaate pink so it wasn't all that :( at least I got somethaangs like a cartigan, a jacket, and two tanks and some christmas gifts cause I don't wanna super lagg this year.
Saturday I was basically posted at home the whole day cause I was still sick, and still kinna is, especially cause I woke up hella early and didn't have enough sleep.
Sunday though was basically a mission finding a dress for Rachels debooty! But I finally got it and now im pretty excited for this Saturday(:
Overall, my 4 day weekend wasn't all that but at least I got my shop & rest on(: teehee.
-asb.
It all started on Thursday which is Thanksgiving! Even though my family and I don't really celebrate any holidays anymore.. All I gotta say is im thankful for what I have. Even if I've been MIA and all, I know that I still got some who have my back, through thick & thin(: at night though, I went with Karen to visit her lolo viewing which was kinna nice seeing some of the Albano/Ocampos together.
Friday was hella tiring though especially cause it was Black Friday! Woke up at 2 all cause Cinday thought the whole Target store was 70 percent off! (My ass!) aha. And we were second in line too. Even still, I just ended up buying "The Goonies" dvd cause its the shiit(: and after me and Cinday ran al the way to the mall for Forever 21 and stood in a line! -_-* well.. At least we got a free tote! But it was hot pink and I haaate pink so it wasn't all that :( at least I got somethaangs like a cartigan, a jacket, and two tanks and some christmas gifts cause I don't wanna super lagg this year.
Saturday I was basically posted at home the whole day cause I was still sick, and still kinna is, especially cause I woke up hella early and didn't have enough sleep.
Sunday though was basically a mission finding a dress for Rachels debooty! But I finally got it and now im pretty excited for this Saturday(:
Overall, my 4 day weekend wasn't all that but at least I got my shop & rest on(: teehee.
-asb.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Twilight
I know I know.. Why is everyone crazy about this? Two months back, I was like "imma just watch it. Im not reading the book" But with a little convincing though, I read it. The book made me wanna watch it more. I wasn't excited on the main character with his makeup but after watching the movie.. Made me wanna have my own Edward Cullen :) Its just a story but for the guys out there, you should check it out and see why every girl is in looove with Edward Cullen especially cause he's oh so gorgeous :)
All I gotta say is, the movie Twilight made me me want my own taste of heroin, a taste of Edward Cullen that is, woo ;)

^Now that's what you call love at first sight.
-asb.
All I gotta say is, the movie Twilight made me me want my own taste of heroin, a taste of Edward Cullen that is, woo ;)

^Now that's what you call love at first sight.
-asb.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
through the fire.
So this weekend, my mummah came back from the Philippines, woo!(: but then again, this weekend was pretty weird..

This weekend I guess, a bunch of fires burst our all over around Six Flags and even in Corona. Ash and the smell of burnt is basically everywhere, even around here. The sun even turned orange which felt like it was almost 5 when really it was onlt 1:45pm. The airs contaminated too which I wouldn't be suprised if peple got migraines and all because of the fire.
All I gotta say is, pray for the ones who lost their homes, lost someone, or even injured or died because of the fires this past weekend. It pretty much sucks. My prayers also go to Karen and her family. May your grandfather rest in peace<3

^^^ This is why we need raaainn!
-asb.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
whatever you like.
So this weekend isn't a 4 days weekend :( But it was still funn.
Fridays it was at random and last minute but chillen with Anita & Karen at Raven was pretty chill. Kickin back eatting hot cheetoes and creeam cheese with AriZona Green Tea, mmm, sounds gross but shits bombbb. It wasn't for long, but just talking to them about tennis buis. and school things is like a release, especially because it was our first Friday where we didn't have a game!(:
Saturday was also layed back. Scooped by Karen, Anita, and Raven, I took my first bacl girls to CUE, wooo!(: And they say its for ASIANS! lol jk. Then after since my BestG Raaaven has a "fetish" for eyebrows, her and Anita got them done then we went to Yogurtland where I actually got my first whole cup in a longg as time. We then went to Cerritos High where we supposed to have practice but apparently.. someone was taking forever! So Anita was just telling us to go because there was no point of waiting when someone was not on time! *ahem. So to waste time, we went to the mall and bought a couple things then Karens family party at the Ocampos which was funny because Geo was all buzzed dropping all the forks on the floor and offering us drinks lol. Grub was pretty good with the tacos and all but since there weren't that many drinks, Anita and Raven wanted to some "babo" so we went to Dolphin Bay where they bought some milk teaas and then kicked it at Ravens. The best thing of the night was when everytime the radio was on "Whatever You Like" by T.I was playin, woo ;)
It's interesting because everytime I kick it with them, besides my other friends, its fun just to be yourself and don't give uh ____ about anything. Believe me, were all opposite in our our way but kickin it with them is smooth like cheesecake lol..

You already knoooow(:
-asb.
Fridays it was at random and last minute but chillen with Anita & Karen at Raven was pretty chill. Kickin back eatting hot cheetoes and creeam cheese with AriZona Green Tea, mmm, sounds gross but shits bombbb. It wasn't for long, but just talking to them about tennis buis. and school things is like a release, especially because it was our first Friday where we didn't have a game!(:
Saturday was also layed back. Scooped by Karen, Anita, and Raven, I took my first bacl girls to CUE, wooo!(: And they say its for ASIANS! lol jk. Then after since my BestG Raaaven has a "fetish" for eyebrows, her and Anita got them done then we went to Yogurtland where I actually got my first whole cup in a longg as time. We then went to Cerritos High where we supposed to have practice but apparently.. someone was taking forever! So Anita was just telling us to go because there was no point of waiting when someone was not on time! *ahem. So to waste time, we went to the mall and bought a couple things then Karens family party at the Ocampos which was funny because Geo was all buzzed dropping all the forks on the floor and offering us drinks lol. Grub was pretty good with the tacos and all but since there weren't that many drinks, Anita and Raven wanted to some "babo" so we went to Dolphin Bay where they bought some milk teaas and then kicked it at Ravens. The best thing of the night was when everytime the radio was on "Whatever You Like" by T.I was playin, woo ;)
It's interesting because everytime I kick it with them, besides my other friends, its fun just to be yourself and don't give uh ____ about anything. Believe me, were all opposite in our our way but kickin it with them is smooth like cheesecake lol..

You already knoooow(:-asb.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
halloween and then some.
Todays Sunday Morning & the rain was faillinnn(:
Grace, KJG, Me, Rachel, and Flo.
Jaaang & Juuung.

Cathy, Randolph & Bryan Keith.
Aj Rafael.
'Cause my cousins a bitchass. jk(:
Aj on the the set.
Cathy, Randolph & Bryan Keith.
So this weekend was pretty fun I must say especially since my favorite holiday was right around the corner, wooo!
This year as always, I do the tradtional dress up. Whatever you guys thought.. I was supposed to be Pinochio! lol. Same buis, school and all 'cept there was no tennis practice.. woo! So I made some plans with Karen and Raven for the night.. First we all got scooped from Karen and went to her family party. Had some pancit and some typa drink which was hella strong o_o and then went to Ravens. We were supposed to go "Trick O Treating" but there wasn't really houses to go to so we tried to go to the Bellflower party where we got hella lost and was funny on the fact that Keren was trippen and all. Trying to go there, driving by it was already a bust before it even got started! And so we just kicked back to Ravens and chilled 'til we were tired and went home.
Saturday went slow but got faster by the moment. Didn't know what to do 'cept help Heather get ready for her Homecoming. Last minute before I wen't to her pad, got a call from Cinday saying "You donw to go to Expressions" and you guys already knoow :) so I got ready and got scooped from Karen to go to Heathers and dolled her up. Chilled and ate pizzea and went to work. Makeup by me and hair by Karen aha. Then after we were done we headed to the mall to look around and I saw my debootay partner Matt and his homies playing with condoms.. ohkayee. Then Cinday came along and stayed for a bit and saw Keegs. After we headed to Cinday to meet with Sara so she can drive Cindays car 'causde she doesn't know how to drive freeways.. Went close to Fancy Box and scooped Jenny whos pretty chill(: Then headed to the freewayy.. Cinday as always trippen on where to go and me and Jenny and Sara just laughing 'cause how shes so loud about it. Weird area but we found the church and saw our Asst Coach Jace and hooked us up with tickets for 8 dollahs woo! and a lil late so we stayed posted. In the beginning, Cinday was trippen when she couldn't find her keys and so I went outside and asked Jace and hes like "Oh yeah this is Aj Rafael" and I was like hi sorry, Jace did you see any keys?!" lol. Aj was right there but totally passed him by even though he was right in front of me 'cause I was looking for homegirls keys aha. But in the end she found them in her inside pocket in her bag -_- lol I know and went back 'til it was break time and finally got a row. Sat by one of the acts, Alejo, which they were oh so nice and though how it was cute that me and Cinday wanted to go to this thing since what kinna years? lol. Wished I took a picture with them though :( But in the end it was pretty dope. Saw Cathy & Randolph perform and Aj Rafael(: aha. We left early but at least I got an Aj shirt lol..
*Pictures right up aboveee.
-asb.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
hc weekend.
Bascially this weekend was a bust. Missed out Oktoberfest.. especially 'cause my Faavorite, Passion, Gabe Bondoc, LeeJay, & Cathy Ngyuen were down. I didn't even get to see or reunite with everyone either 'cause of the Homecoming game, set up, dance, and clean up. Oh well.. I guess thats a day and a life of a ASB kid -_-* Good thing was at least I got to get my nails done, CUE(: & see my baaaby Jessica Feng & my Rich Girl $$ Vivian Marie. Even if its our rival, still I wished I went to CHS Homecoming :( Oh well good thing is.. my last weekend before tennis seasons over. woo!(:
Wack but we still cuhhuute, right? lol jk.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
sigh.
Thinking all this weekend, even though I said it before.. I miss how things used to be. I apologize to all my friends I haven't kicked it with or even talk to or hit up anymore.. It's my senior year but I guess it wasn't how I pictured it to be. Sometimes I kinda wished I never joined ASB, tennis, clubs, and other curricular activities. I just hope November will turn out better after season and Homecoming is over. Until then, I'll still be MIA..
Thursday, October 16, 2008
wth?! you got it baaack?!
all i have to say is, you really can't trust anyone but yourself. keep your friends close but your enemies closer.
so monday i got my phone jacked, hella bummed. i mean i socked a damn fridge and a wooden closet, crazy right? but i mean c'mon. i wouldn't do that. i already had a phone jacked my sophmore year and i know how it is without a phone. getting my kick jacked made me almost depressed.
lucky, today i got it back.. woooo! :) can you believe it? i actually got my phone back? and with the help of the school administration? lol.
how i got it back? its a long story. if your lucky, ill tell you wsup. in other words.. don't even trip! i got it back from the office.
but anywhoos, all i gotta say is thanks to mr.henry and anita sims for making me file that report for my jacked kick. i dont even use my phone like i used to but shoot playa, not having a phone for how many days? i had to come home.. & big heads up to the one who helped me out the most. i really have to thank you for telling me who took it even though i know you feel hell messed up for telling me wsup and all. without you, i'd prolly be still sad and using a old ass phone.
*for a tip, if any of you guys have a kick... deck that shit out.. seriously. if you leave it all plain its fine but if ever you lose it, at least if you have stickers and what not, its easy to identify, believe me. i know(:
so monday i got my phone jacked, hella bummed. i mean i socked a damn fridge and a wooden closet, crazy right? but i mean c'mon. i wouldn't do that. i already had a phone jacked my sophmore year and i know how it is without a phone. getting my kick jacked made me almost depressed.
lucky, today i got it back.. woooo! :) can you believe it? i actually got my phone back? and with the help of the school administration? lol.
how i got it back? its a long story. if your lucky, ill tell you wsup. in other words.. don't even trip! i got it back from the office.
but anywhoos, all i gotta say is thanks to mr.henry and anita sims for making me file that report for my jacked kick. i dont even use my phone like i used to but shoot playa, not having a phone for how many days? i had to come home.. & big heads up to the one who helped me out the most. i really have to thank you for telling me who took it even though i know you feel hell messed up for telling me wsup and all. without you, i'd prolly be still sad and using a old ass phone.
*for a tip, if any of you guys have a kick... deck that shit out.. seriously. if you leave it all plain its fine but if ever you lose it, at least if you have stickers and what not, its easy to identify, believe me. i know(:
Sunday, October 12, 2008
just kinda like before.
Sundaaay and hella tired. Looking on these past two days, it reminded me of the good times and how much ive been been missin out since I left for the Philippines..
Friday was one of the best day's of my Senior year. School was smooth and it was a suprise to see my boy, Delque(: Oh I missed him so much, no homo. aha. Even though it was a for a quick minute, it was nice seeing the guy who just loooved to crack jokes about me and my "futre husband" sikee! We also had a game against Lynwood. Owned then like a piece of cake, (17-1). The after the game, we all went to Raven, my BestG's, pad for a Girls Tennis Night. Everyone went. except for Karen, Heather, Shanon and Destiny. Damnn we ate a lot thats all I gotta say. HotCheetos & Cream Cheese, Pizza, Cookies and Ice Cream with AriZona.. mmmm thats all I gotta say while we were watchin "The Notebook" which I never watched. Pretty cuhhute movie though if you gotta ask me. Since we were kinna getting bored, we all decided to go out and took us an hour to figure outt! But we all decided to go to Cerritos Towne Center and watch a moviee. We didn't really wanna pay so we got "hooked up" from a couple homies for the ticket stubs. All I gotta say is, thanks Pretty Jaymie for the stub :D Claudia said to watch Nick & Nora and it was pretty cuhuute. "I love you so much it's so retarded." aha.
Saturday was pretty chill too. In the afternoon, me, Karen, and Kelly all kicked it before we went to Shockwave. First we went to my faaavorite, WingStop(: 'cause duhh, its WingStop! aha. Then after we went to Lakewood Mall so we can go to Sanrio. After, we scooped Cinday from her pad which was hella confusing 'cause the girl kept on saying that she lived by Gridley Park when really, she lived in the opposite side! Then we headed to ShockWave which was even more worse because we went all the way close to Knotts Berry Farm because someone gave us the wrong directions! jk.
So we finally made it to ShockWave. I gotta say, it was better than I though. Im not a Christian, but the message they put out was touching. It was also nice seeing a couple of people that I haven't seen in a while. The best part was meeting Miguel from The Boogie Bots, Cathy Ngyuen, A Kaba Modern dancer and Gabe Bondoc(: Jealous girls? aha. Then after the praise, we went to In-N-Out and saw Too Short and Justin and then headed home. The thing when I went home was, some person with a freaky voice was making me trip. Then I found out it was Bianca and Arnel The Cool Kids.. wooo! I kinna felt bad though 'cause I was hella tired but before then, we went to 7 Eleven so B could get her AriZonaa. Probably didn't go home 'til past 12..
Overall, this weekend made me forget about all the sour things that went on before. To anyone, if I gave you an attitude this week, don't even tripp(:
*Here are some oh so lovely pics of my week. Hope you have a lovely dayy, woo!(:






Cathy Ngyuen.
A Kaba Modern & Miguel from the Boogie Bots :)
Friday was one of the best day's of my Senior year. School was smooth and it was a suprise to see my boy, Delque(: Oh I missed him so much, no homo. aha. Even though it was a for a quick minute, it was nice seeing the guy who just loooved to crack jokes about me and my "futre husband" sikee! We also had a game against Lynwood. Owned then like a piece of cake, (17-1). The after the game, we all went to Raven, my BestG's, pad for a Girls Tennis Night. Everyone went. except for Karen, Heather, Shanon and Destiny. Damnn we ate a lot thats all I gotta say. HotCheetos & Cream Cheese, Pizza, Cookies and Ice Cream with AriZona.. mmmm thats all I gotta say while we were watchin "The Notebook" which I never watched. Pretty cuhhute movie though if you gotta ask me. Since we were kinna getting bored, we all decided to go out and took us an hour to figure outt! But we all decided to go to Cerritos Towne Center and watch a moviee. We didn't really wanna pay so we got "hooked up" from a couple homies for the ticket stubs. All I gotta say is, thanks Pretty Jaymie for the stub :D Claudia said to watch Nick & Nora and it was pretty cuhuute. "I love you so much it's so retarded." aha.
Saturday was pretty chill too. In the afternoon, me, Karen, and Kelly all kicked it before we went to Shockwave. First we went to my faaavorite, WingStop(: 'cause duhh, its WingStop! aha. Then after we went to Lakewood Mall so we can go to Sanrio. After, we scooped Cinday from her pad which was hella confusing 'cause the girl kept on saying that she lived by Gridley Park when really, she lived in the opposite side! Then we headed to ShockWave which was even more worse because we went all the way close to Knotts Berry Farm because someone gave us the wrong directions! jk.
So we finally made it to ShockWave. I gotta say, it was better than I though. Im not a Christian, but the message they put out was touching. It was also nice seeing a couple of people that I haven't seen in a while. The best part was meeting Miguel from The Boogie Bots, Cathy Ngyuen, A Kaba Modern dancer and Gabe Bondoc(: Jealous girls? aha. Then after the praise, we went to In-N-Out and saw Too Short and Justin and then headed home. The thing when I went home was, some person with a freaky voice was making me trip. Then I found out it was Bianca and Arnel The Cool Kids.. wooo! I kinna felt bad though 'cause I was hella tired but before then, we went to 7 Eleven so B could get her AriZonaa. Probably didn't go home 'til past 12..
Overall, this weekend made me forget about all the sour things that went on before. To anyone, if I gave you an attitude this week, don't even tripp(:
*Here are some oh so lovely pics of my week. Hope you have a lovely dayy, woo!(:
PJ ('cause Karen made me take a pic)
Gabe Bondoc(:
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
bittersweet.
Have you ever felt like you were stuck in a group where your voice could never be heard? They say to speak your mind and be open but when you try to they just cut you off like your not ever there?
It's tennis season. From September until early November, we work our asses off from 2 to 5pm in the afternoon. Hot and sweaaaty as fcuk, it seems like its never ending. I've been playing tennis since my freshman year so I already know wsup. Drills, suicides, lectures.. you eventually get used to it.. Since yesterday we lost, 8-10 against Downey, of course, as all the tennis girls know.. its time for "The Talk." We probably went through this 58469712 x times this season just 'cause on the fact that girls Varsity tennis has been undefeated league champs for 3 years and because we all are seniors, He expects more from us 'cause were oh so mature(:
So it was time for practice, I kinna lagged getting ready so when I walked through, I can already see Anita and Claudia talking about the stuff in tennis and how we work, even through we all heard it before. Anita loves speaking her mind, so I wasn't suprised because some of it was true on the fact that we always go through this, talk the same shit. Kinna gets annoying. Discussing our loss on how we should just get over it, I guess you can say "were not on the same page" So Claudia asked Cindy and Stephanie wsup. They didn't really say much but when Claudia had mentioned the whole "clique" no "communication" thing, I really was just fed up. I put my word into it..
I gotta admit, I was pretty emotional. I slacked on tennis this year and yeah I didn't go to the summer practices last year and this summer because of my trip to the Philippines but sometimes, it just sucks. This year, I know im not a starting player, including with Heather and Karen, but it really hurts when they say were not working hard or not improving when you don't even get the attention that you need in order to get better. I mean let me ask you this, even through your not a starting player, wouldn't you be pissed when they yell and tell you to improve but when can you when your separated? You never get asked to get drilled, you never play practice games.. all you do is rally for 3 damn hours in the burning hot sun. I mean I know I can complain, be a bitch, even a brat but still.. I mean especially because were supposed to be a team? I understand were not in that level, especially since we are like JV status but how can we "improve" if we don't do anything. You can't expect us to sub in and just win that match like a piece of cake. At least im out, doing something. I mean fcuk, im risking my damn ASB grade for this. It's hard. I know everyone has their issues but man.. especially 'cause im just posted, I gave up my damn social life for this, could be doing other things but I chose to be out there, at least to cheer you on. I mean at least I don't put my personal issues on the court yahknoo? I got my shit but at least I still act happy like nothings wrong. Sometimes its just too good to be true..
To me, you girls even know wsup. How were "not on the same page" I mean, were separated, in the court. To me I feel like we have no problem. Us whole as "a team," I don't think we have that problem either really. Separation down the court is basically the problem. What I said today coulda been pointless but whatever, I had to say something. I mean don't you get annoyed when they say this and that about the team. You know you say it and wanna say it so just say it god damnit! lol.
But lemme just put it straight, im not mad at you guys! aha. And if you feel unappreciated, I really appreciate you guys. Down the court with our tennis fits, sunblock sweat drippinnn lol. I mean to me, im surprised we all made it this far. Since our freshman year, I mean look what we could have done and we picked to stay in this damn sport lmao. I know its whatever right now but I know were gonna miss it. Just gotta say, good luck this season. We still got time, dooon't even trip(: You guys can get on my nerves but I love you guys, no homoo. We'll have our shit but we'll have our good shit. Our team's bittersweet thats all I gotta say, no matter how bad or good we are, you guys always make my day(:
-asb.
It's tennis season. From September until early November, we work our asses off from 2 to 5pm in the afternoon. Hot and sweaaaty as fcuk, it seems like its never ending. I've been playing tennis since my freshman year so I already know wsup. Drills, suicides, lectures.. you eventually get used to it.. Since yesterday we lost, 8-10 against Downey, of course, as all the tennis girls know.. its time for "The Talk." We probably went through this 58469712 x times this season just 'cause on the fact that girls Varsity tennis has been undefeated league champs for 3 years and because we all are seniors, He expects more from us 'cause were oh so mature(:
So it was time for practice, I kinna lagged getting ready so when I walked through, I can already see Anita and Claudia talking about the stuff in tennis and how we work, even through we all heard it before. Anita loves speaking her mind, so I wasn't suprised because some of it was true on the fact that we always go through this, talk the same shit. Kinna gets annoying. Discussing our loss on how we should just get over it, I guess you can say "were not on the same page" So Claudia asked Cindy and Stephanie wsup. They didn't really say much but when Claudia had mentioned the whole "clique" no "communication" thing, I really was just fed up. I put my word into it..
I gotta admit, I was pretty emotional. I slacked on tennis this year and yeah I didn't go to the summer practices last year and this summer because of my trip to the Philippines but sometimes, it just sucks. This year, I know im not a starting player, including with Heather and Karen, but it really hurts when they say were not working hard or not improving when you don't even get the attention that you need in order to get better. I mean let me ask you this, even through your not a starting player, wouldn't you be pissed when they yell and tell you to improve but when can you when your separated? You never get asked to get drilled, you never play practice games.. all you do is rally for 3 damn hours in the burning hot sun. I mean I know I can complain, be a bitch, even a brat but still.. I mean especially because were supposed to be a team? I understand were not in that level, especially since we are like JV status but how can we "improve" if we don't do anything. You can't expect us to sub in and just win that match like a piece of cake. At least im out, doing something. I mean fcuk, im risking my damn ASB grade for this. It's hard. I know everyone has their issues but man.. especially 'cause im just posted, I gave up my damn social life for this, could be doing other things but I chose to be out there, at least to cheer you on. I mean at least I don't put my personal issues on the court yahknoo? I got my shit but at least I still act happy like nothings wrong. Sometimes its just too good to be true..
To me, you girls even know wsup. How were "not on the same page" I mean, were separated, in the court. To me I feel like we have no problem. Us whole as "a team," I don't think we have that problem either really. Separation down the court is basically the problem. What I said today coulda been pointless but whatever, I had to say something. I mean don't you get annoyed when they say this and that about the team. You know you say it and wanna say it so just say it god damnit! lol.
But lemme just put it straight, im not mad at you guys! aha. And if you feel unappreciated, I really appreciate you guys. Down the court with our tennis fits, sunblock sweat drippinnn lol. I mean to me, im surprised we all made it this far. Since our freshman year, I mean look what we could have done and we picked to stay in this damn sport lmao. I know its whatever right now but I know were gonna miss it. Just gotta say, good luck this season. We still got time, dooon't even trip(: You guys can get on my nerves but I love you guys, no homoo. We'll have our shit but we'll have our good shit. Our team's bittersweet thats all I gotta say, no matter how bad or good we are, you guys always make my day(:
-asb.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
don't ever miss that damn bus.
I gotta say.. today is a story. Nothing special, just interesting(:
So today was Tuesday. Did the regualr stuff. School Buis and all. We had a game and even though it was away and Mr. Henrayy did have Gatorades.. provided by Rachel Ocampo(: , he wanted Cindayy to get water for the water jug. Of course I with Cindy 'cause without me, where would she go!
So we left the school, stopped by to get her stuff, and then headed to back to Gahr by the football field to get some water and ice for this big ass garbage bag so we can put the Gatorades in 'cause someboyd forgot to put them in the freezer! jk.
Anywhoos so me and Cindayy were doing our thing then headed back to the Gahr gym. Next thing you know, the buses and the girls are gone! Cindy was like.. "Shut up" and im like "No Cindy.." Then we get a call from Claudia and then Henry was on the phone saying they left us and we had to drive there. Since Cindy doesn't know how to drive freeways, we had to get directions to go there through the sidestreet. We were in the parking lot all posted and then tennis boys were all laughing at us -_-* all I gotta say is.. NOT MY FAAAULT! aha.
So we were all stressing getting directions then outta no where and while I was on Cindy's phone, Bianca calls me saying "Ayy if you stop buy me a AriZona Green Tea!" aha. She would.. Since Cindy didn't have gas, we stopped by Chevron. I paid for the gas and got AriZona's since Cindy had no moolahh $$ And denn.. I went outside and as soon as we were about to pump, tell me why this girl parked on the wrong side of the gas pump! So she had to repark and me craackin up 'cause she went around all over again just so we can put the gas pump in her gas tank. But thats nothing.. So she went out and I took the gas pump even though I didn't know how and put it in her tank. All of a sudden shes like.. "Allyn I don't know how to pump gass!" and I was like.. "OMG!" "How do you even drivee!" mann hella clueless, I asked some random dude and you can tell he was like "WTF?" aha pretty funny and we got our gaas(:
So after, we pulled out, Cindy all stressing and me saying "Don't tripp" Just crusin down Studebaker looking for Firestone to make a left. Right before the light where we were supposed to make a left.. Tell me why a damn train had to come through! -____-* I swear, you can hear me and Cindy cussing like tomorrow. That thing was long. It eventually went through(: Then we made a left on Firestone and cruised all the way down. Her still trippen, I was like "Dont trip!" I probably said it about 464512578 X times 'cause she was freaking out! I was like "I got you" So we went all the way down until we saw the school, made a right at the light, looked for a swimming pool, went into the parking lot and.. tadaa!(: Finally.
All I gotta say is, here my lesson for you... Don't ever miss that damn bus!
So today was Tuesday. Did the regualr stuff. School Buis and all. We had a game and even though it was away and Mr. Henrayy did have Gatorades.. provided by Rachel Ocampo(: , he wanted Cindayy to get water for the water jug. Of course I with Cindy 'cause without me, where would she go!
So we left the school, stopped by to get her stuff, and then headed to back to Gahr by the football field to get some water and ice for this big ass garbage bag so we can put the Gatorades in 'cause someboyd forgot to put them in the freezer! jk.
Anywhoos so me and Cindayy were doing our thing then headed back to the Gahr gym. Next thing you know, the buses and the girls are gone! Cindy was like.. "Shut up" and im like "No Cindy.." Then we get a call from Claudia and then Henry was on the phone saying they left us and we had to drive there. Since Cindy doesn't know how to drive freeways, we had to get directions to go there through the sidestreet. We were in the parking lot all posted and then tennis boys were all laughing at us -_-* all I gotta say is.. NOT MY FAAAULT! aha.
So we were all stressing getting directions then outta no where and while I was on Cindy's phone, Bianca calls me saying "Ayy if you stop buy me a AriZona Green Tea!" aha. She would.. Since Cindy didn't have gas, we stopped by Chevron. I paid for the gas and got AriZona's since Cindy had no moolahh $$ And denn.. I went outside and as soon as we were about to pump, tell me why this girl parked on the wrong side of the gas pump! So she had to repark and me craackin up 'cause she went around all over again just so we can put the gas pump in her gas tank. But thats nothing.. So she went out and I took the gas pump even though I didn't know how and put it in her tank. All of a sudden shes like.. "Allyn I don't know how to pump gass!" and I was like.. "OMG!" "How do you even drivee!" mann hella clueless, I asked some random dude and you can tell he was like "WTF?" aha pretty funny and we got our gaas(:
So after, we pulled out, Cindy all stressing and me saying "Don't tripp" Just crusin down Studebaker looking for Firestone to make a left. Right before the light where we were supposed to make a left.. Tell me why a damn train had to come through! -____-* I swear, you can hear me and Cindy cussing like tomorrow. That thing was long. It eventually went through(: Then we made a left on Firestone and cruised all the way down. Her still trippen, I was like "Dont trip!" I probably said it about 464512578 X times 'cause she was freaking out! I was like "I got you" So we went all the way down until we saw the school, made a right at the light, looked for a swimming pool, went into the parking lot and.. tadaa!(: Finally.
All I gotta say is, here my lesson for you... Don't ever miss that damn bus!
Sunday, October 5, 2008
missing in action.
A little something I wrote. To everyone I lost touched with, hope you understand..
MIA thats all I gotta say,
School, Clubs, Debut Practices, ASB & Tennis is what you call my day,
As of right now it isn't so easy,
It's my last year then I'm finally out,
Trying to do it well,
Though my friendships right now aren't so swell,
Pretty occupied I gotta admit,
But I just can't give up everything now and just quit,
My bad for not "big chillen" or living life,
But right now I gotta stay focused,
Gotta figure out what I'm going to do after my high school life,
I apologize, I sure do,
Because I miss everyone, can't forget you too,
Disappointing, it just isn't the same,
But I have to be serious and stop playing games,
Don't even trip though, November's coming right along,
Tennis season will soon be over,
Can't wait to play my happy song,
But as of now, I have to say goodbye,
Just leave now before my one last cry.
MIA thats all I gotta say,
School, Clubs, Debut Practices, ASB & Tennis is what you call my day,
As of right now it isn't so easy,
It's my last year then I'm finally out,
Trying to do it well,
Though my friendships right now aren't so swell,
Pretty occupied I gotta admit,
But I just can't give up everything now and just quit,
My bad for not "big chillen" or living life,
But right now I gotta stay focused,
Gotta figure out what I'm going to do after my high school life,
I apologize, I sure do,
Because I miss everyone, can't forget you too,
Disappointing, it just isn't the same,
But I have to be serious and stop playing games,
Don't even trip though, November's coming right along,
Tennis season will soon be over,
Can't wait to play my happy song,
But as of now, I have to say goodbye,
Just leave now before my one last cry.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
why hello there lovely.

So i guess this is my first blog. Woo!(:
Anyways, it's Saturday. Finally got some rest after this loong week. I haven't had so much sleep since I came back from the Philippines in August. It's funny how I thought i'd come back with everything coming out smoothly. Now I realized how much i've been so occupied, never really getting to chill with anyone anymore.. Well heres how my week went.
Monday I was hella tired especially 'cause the day before I went to San Diego to the military bases to shop before my mummah goes to the Philippines. I had school going from one class to another thinking of what was up with our Class Cabinet meeting since I'm Senior Class Vice President. However before the meeting, I joined Korean Ministry Club even though I'm not Korean or Christian just for the food.. & 'cause James told me to join. After, I headed to tennis practice, with Cindayy of course 'cause we always get that damn orange water jug to practice, which always seems to last forever -_-
Tuesday was whatever except for the fact that we had our first season game against Lynwood. They were bad, especially because they're varsity was full of freshmans who didn't know how to play. So Mr. Henrayy decided to put me & Short Stuff Karen in. Pretty fun and they were actually nice. They made me kinna miss my freshman year aha. Especially since they had braces which made me rememeber how I was lol. I felt kinna bad so me & Karen decided that we were gonna be hella nice and talk during the game. Henry, Jace and the Tennis girls were like wth?! 'cause we were making conversations and all but it was whatever. In the end we won our two games we played (6-0, 6-0) bageling em. Though we hella owned them, those girls with braces gave us gummi bears 'cause we was soo nice(: We felt special aha. I also got to meet Heather boyfriend, Stephen. Kinna sad 'cause Karen was saying he had sweaty palms! lmao 'cause he shook her hand aha..
Wednesday was hectic 'cept the fact that it was hella hooooot! -_- There was a Barkada Club and I didnt even stay, only for a quick minute though 'cause I was in a rush with Cindayy so we can get food before the game. So, we decided to go to Wendy's and buy some grub. We both got baked potatoes and it was bomb 'cept we needed more sour cream lol. We then did our thang getting water and headed to the game. It was against Poly and everyone knows wsup with Poly and sports. We lost but it was all good. At least we didn't get yelled by Henry right? lmao. After the game, I had to go Gay Ass Alora's debootay practice. Not everyone showed up but since learned some anyways then after practice, we all got spaghetti(:
Thursday was a Thursday. Another game day 'cept it was away aginst Warren. Since me & Cinday didn't need to get water and she had her Lab for her APES (AP Enviormental Science) class, me and Stephanie decided to bust a mission to buy food at Wendy's. She kept on saying "Are we gonna make it?" and I was like "Don't even trip. We got time." so we went in and order our burgers and fries her still trippen "Are we gonna make it?" And so we tried to make it back me saying "Don't trip!" And when we got back to the school, Henry and Jace were outside the bus and all the girls were in the bus. Then we were like "Oh shiit" But it was whatever 'cause we weren't even laaate(: So we grabbed our stuff, wen't in the bus and went to Warren. We went there early and we all decided to go to the "restroom" before the game. Even though we knew where it was, they were all closed and so this girl had us walking around opening this restroom for us. We all lagged it and outta no where My. Henry was all like "run!" and we all were running back to the tennis courts. We all warmed up and then did intro's. It was hellaa hott again and since we didn't have a water jug, Henry told me to ask the girls for money $$$ so I can make a water run. So I collected money and went in the school with Karen, Kelly C. and Heather looking for vending machines. We tried it but they were all busted and one of them almost ate up my damn dollahh! -_-* So we headed back to the courts everyone asking "Where's my water" 'cause it was fcukin hot. So I asked Henry if he can drive to the liquor store to buy water since alla the vending machines were busted. He couldn't leave but let us go anyways so we all walked to the liquor store. It was next to a bus stop with alla thse kids just staring 'cause we were all fitted with our tennis uniforms. So we went in, buying water bottles and AriZona Green Teas for the girls. Then we headed back, me carrying this big ass bag with all these drinks. Then when we were there, you can tell all the girls were dying! aha. (See all the damn stuff I do!) aha jk. And since I wasn't playing, I decided to read "Twlight" 'cause I was hella laggen it with no time to spare. Then Heather pulled out one of these Japanese magazines and we were all starting on how pretty and how weird looking they were. I like the clothes though(: Then after the game was finally done and we all headed home. We went out the bus and then while we were heading to our rides and cars, Stephanie walked into a pole! Aha hella and made my day. Then since Karen had her car, I decided to roll with her home. Before we went to Target, looking and stuff then on my way home we decided to go to Seafood City. Before hand, since it was right on the spot, we went to Valerio's where she met my mummah then we walked to Jollibee where she got her 2 for 2.50 burgers and I got a Peach Mango Pie. Yummm(: and then we walked to Seafood City where we bought Pillows! and then we headed home.
Friday was chill. Same buis. except I had Japanese Club during snack. We had a game against Paramount that day and we lost.. It was whatever though 'cause all we really did was laugh at that one girls hair lmao. Not to be mean but shit.. that was hella bright! I hate pink.. but still that hot pink hair was not cuuhhute. I played one game but wasn't so hella about it. I was in a very "unhappy" mood but oh well..
Some pictures up during my week^
Hope you have a lovely day(:
-asb.
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