Bye 2009

Dear blogspot,

My bad I haven't updated you as much. Tumblr has taken over. Since I'm here, I might as well post some of my highlights of 2009..

January - Alora's Debut. Last Winter Formal. Went to Fashion Island and tried Golden Bowl & Chipotle for the first time.

February - Girl Scout Season, you already knooow. Start of my Nail Polish Fetish. Wrote poetry for days. Hurley Walk The Walk(:

March - Find out an old friend is going to be on "T.I's Road To Redemption." MAC cosmetics Hello Kitty Limited Edition collection comes out. Mr. Henry says "Your a little bratty daughter" to me -_- Tiffany & Heather Debut. Officially wanting to be a "teacher" when I grow older. Ocampo Family Parties. Community Service. T.I. goes to prison! Getting my Target Edition Twilight DVD[=

April - Finally 18 & Legal. First & Last Sadies with Marc. Spring Break. Me & "Biancas" Birthday week. Americana. Sprinkles(= Rochelle's Debut. PROOOOOOM MISSIONNNNs!

May - Made me a Twitter. Working & getting $$$$$$. 4 Year Anniversary, RIP Robert<3. Finally got my Macbook to work. Last Prom with John. CJ's Graduation. Open House to my self for a whoooole week! ATA Fashion Show. Eunice's Debut.

June- Candle Rose. Grad Nite. Graduation. The last of my Gahr High school days. Random kickbacks and random people. Korean BBQ for the first time.

July- 4th Of July Fail. Got my Beach Cruiser. Hangin out with the bests & favorites. Jet Skiiing for the first time. Roscoes. My Nocturnal Era.

August - Poetry for days. Watching Boys bands on Youtube & reminscing. FUCK THE MOUNTAINS.. lol. First time at college. Chelsey's 16th.

September - Trouble. Sad, sad, sad..

October - Photoshoots for days. Finally get my license! [= Shot shot shot shot shot shoooots.

November - Old faces. TOMS[= Santa Monica, Hollywood, LA, you knooow.

December - First Dance show. American Apparel Sale. The Last of 2009..

I guess you can say my year was not bad. I know it got boring in the end but.. thats why we got next year to make up for it ;)

Soooo

Just little updates on what I've been doing for the past month

_Finally got my nails done after what kinda years?!
_Been going to 2nd Street/ Long Beach every damn weeeek! until now lol
_Had an adventure with Sunshine & Rex from Norwalk, Long Beach,
Santa Monica, LA, and Hollywood taking the Metro all the way
_Working for two dance shows
_Took a couple trips to Seal Beach
_Got myself 2 pairs of boots
And of course this weekend..

Thursday
Schoooled it for US History Class with Tommy
Scooped Rex & then Sunshine
Headed to Seal Beach
Bought me some TOMS!(=
Went to Lakewood Mall to get me some tights
Went to Cerritos Mall 'cause I was looking for some boots
Met up with Ryan at Nordstoms
& Went to Chelseys and kicked it for a bit


Friday
Scooped Sunshine & went to Chelseys to meet up with their cousin Chris.
Went to Gahr to pick up Chelsey and saw some old faces
Headed to DelAmo Mall and ate some Bj's and shopped a little, sorta ;p
Then headed home 'cause I had to pick up my moms & I didn't wanna watch Paranormal! ha

Saturday
Got a little sick ;(
Headed out by 4
Picked up my mum some Thai Bbq
Got some Gas all the way in Hawaiian Gardens, lol
Dropped home for a bit
Went to Chelseys and found out that the fight was at Josh's! -___-*
Headed to Josh's pad to watch Pacquiao vs Cotto fight
Dropped home to drop my car
& went Bowling with Sunshine, Mary, Chels, Josh, Chris & Brenda which after ended my night

Now its Sunday.. and now I have to study! -____-*

Btw, as for tumblr my updated link is fuckyeahleen.tumblr.com(=

Until next time..

_leen

on some other

Just on a update.. I've been MIA and lowkey. So much on my hands.. a 3 page paper for History, 2 dance yes.. TWO dance shows in a month, and just straight up schoolin it. I also made a tumblr.. which I'll probably just use for my photos and when I'm super bored. I don't even know why I made it but explained it on my tumblr. This is probably not the best post I put on this but its just a little short note to keep you guys in tact.

VvVvV follow me here.
uhleentothe.tumblr.com

Don't worry though, I'll still use this. I just haven't got anything. I'll get back when I'm free.

getting better

From my last blog, I guess you can kinda tell I was -_-
If you know me by now, I'd be weird for me to be sad. I'm not saying I'm completely happy and satisfied, even though I finally got my license, got handed down my dads suv, and of course, been going out here and there again. I'm good now but I guess I just have something in my chest I really want to put out but I guess it's best if I just let it be..

For what it is, I guess I just should let it go but honestly, I don't think I can because I guess you can say that person is too goood of a person to let go. I thought I was over it, and I am but then again, something always gets to me and I just don't know what it is... Like I know it's probably best if I leave it alone but then again I'm that person that would never give up on something either. Why do I over think so much -_- I probably don't make any sense but you'll figure it out.

Something I got from TheCarlosRoman off of Twitter.. lol
"if shes amazing, she wont be easy. if shes easy then, shes not amazing. if shes worth it, you wont give up, if you give up, your not worthy"
^Kinda explains what I'm going through, or at least I feel like I'm going through.

If it were that easy.. The things I do but I guess you don't notice.
To make it short if you do read this, I just have to say thank you. Maybe one day I'll tell you but until then, it's best if we just left it unsaid.



I guess I'll never figure out what I want, but then again no one really knows what they want.

coming down

I've been lazy to blog and honestly I dont know whats wrong with me lately. I haven't really been out as much and these past weekends, all I've been doing is staying home, working on pictures and writing poems. I havent done anything productive, I haven't practice my "Cry Me A River" dance for my class, and sorta been flaking it off, which isn't me. I guess I've been feeling like a bad guy lately. I feel like I've been a little too nice lately and now everyones just stepping on me.. I make plans and they just keep on failing and failing. I dont know what's come over me. I'm not very fond of this word, but I'm very sorry if I've been a little out of the blue, flaking, being late, or honestly not even there at all. I know I can't be there for everyone but I wish I could. Someone once told me "Your not used to people being mad at you" and to tell you the truth, I really can't have anyone mad or even pissed at me. Even for me.. It takes a lot for me to be mad or even pissed at someone, and I just don't know why. I try to be the best I can be, always being there, trying to always be there, even though I know I should just leave it alone..

To everyone who I've been MIA from lately I'm sorry. I guess I'm just lacking adventure. I'm missing out on too much.

As for now, heres one of the many poems I've wrote. Hopefully things would be better soon..

"your looking down and im wonderin why,
wheres your smile, i dont wanna see you cry,
usually i would be the one with the sad frown,
but now the tables finally turned around,
look up and tell me what you see,
hopefully your not crying because of me"




^story of my life.

list list list

First to keep myself occupied, I made a list of things to do just for kicks..

_eat breakfast on sunday morning
_have a photoshoot
_watch Takers
_get a caaar
_visit csulb with quintin
_help get cousin a motorcycle license
_get another piercing
workout at least twice a week
_try the Metro for the first time
_go to CUE with zakiya
_learn how to drive a stick
_go to the Zooo
_watch new moon
frostbites with cindy
_watch YouTube vids with someone
_make a music video
_go to LeCrepere on 2nd st.
_watch the sunrise & sunset
_take #3 maxwell out
_visit mr.henry
_meet a new friend at school
_reach 2,000 tweets
_treat someone out to eat
_niko niko with cindy
_take a dance class from telly
_get a fish eye lens
_take a shot for kevinC
_guppies with mikey
_get another polaroid camera
_go to signal hill
_take anita to american apparel
_grow out my hair
_buy an itouch
_listen to someone sing a song
_visit someone randomly
_miss a day of school.. LOL
_someone that can help me acomplish my list![=

It's pretty long but I already got stuff taken care of like my fish eye lens (; woo wooo. For updates, I've been alright. Starting to workout is kinda hard but its working. Not liking the weather what so ever, especially 'cause of my sun allergies. Trying to learn "lyrical" in dance class which I really gotta step up for especially 'cause its to "Cry Me A river" Who dances to that? Apparently my dance class lol. My sidekick is always trippen.. freezing, double texts, not recieving calls and yeah..my phone only can charge through a computer -.-* Same things happenin really and yeah I'm on a roll working on my photos and what not.

You should check it out http://www.flickr.com/photos/leenbernardo/

Hopefully I can get my list done soon. It might take months but.. it should be interesting(:



^Bet you never seen this video

just when

When i thought things were going well, they just end up going down hill..

Honestly I gotta admit, I feel like I've been kinda selfish lately... complaining about the little things that are in my mind. From friends to school, fams and just life in general. I always try to talk it out with someone but I kinda feel like theres no one really there to say anything to. I guess you can say its true and I'll admit it now, I do kinda over think things.. kinda bad I know but I'm trying to improve myself somehow. I mean not like I don't have friends or anything but sometimes I don't even bother 'cause they have their own life to worry about..

Sometimes I wish I can get away from it all, go to a beach and sit there or just go somewhere, lay down and just listen to music just 'cause. Call me emo or whatever but its some type of get away. I guess I'm just going through one of those phases, where I just kinda wanna be alone. Not that I wanna be alone but since everyones pretty occupied with school and work now, I guess thats all I can do.

On a lighter note to keep me occupied.. I'm working on my to do list so when I finally get my L's.. im gOod. Maybe I'll bring an end to my "Leen why you so downnn" phase. My parents also kinda chilled down now ever since my "mountain" incident, letting me go out even if they do know I got school 7:00am the next morning, ha. Weird now its better now.. how come they couldn't be like this during the summer =[


Just for a throwback VvVvV






"Lifes too short. Dont be selfish. There's other things to cry about."

^ Maybe I should follow my own words

go to work

It's been an off week for me..

Broke a drinking glass and now I walk around with a bandaid on my toe. Pinky toe nail ripped off and I don't even run or play tennis anymore -.- All the girls flaked for Korean Bbq.. but Anita & Arnel still came out to eat with me to Guppies instead just to make me feel better. Got in trouble again for the 29376284 x time for going out. Moms misplaced my Polaroid camera :( And last, doing my best to get over stuff and not over think so much.. oh well

On a brighter note, I finally got my FishEye Camera, thanks to Anna Basilan[= Got my Trey Songz Cd back, and baby loooks bomb and found my Polaroid iZone camera, woooo. Plus, Arnel ordered me a FishEye lens for my camera and I'm pretty excited especially 'cause I've been super overdue working on my photos.

Too much on my mind, I need something that can at least be my getaway and I guess I figured shooting might just do the trick.

and getting one of these again



or maybe upgrade to



Gotta experiment with everything you know? Even if it'll make me broooke -.- haha

Since I needed sort of a change, I've also been trying out new music that I usually wouldn't listen to..



^Story Of My Life, as of right now anyways

Btw, Happy Birthday to my cousin Paul Camantigue, Kevin Carigma, Abraham Yi, Joyce Ocampo & of course the infamous..
my lost puppy Cindy Wong. Hope you guys have a good one.

never want to leave

First of all, Happy Labor Day.

4 day weekend? kinda sorta alright. The only good thing is.. no school and open pad so I didn't even have to be home at all.

Couple of notes, I finally learned how to get music. I know I know.. whatta noob right? Oh well not like I really own an Ipod to put all these songs in anyways -.- I'll get one someday.. until then I'll be stuck with my Best Buddy ipod nano that I've been "borrowing" lol.

This week I've also kinda got a reality check from my cousin. Not that it's a bad thing but I he kinda gave me good tips and points.. even though I kinda hate when he does that sometimes -_-* He told me to date around, *not be a slut though, keep your options open and don't be stuck on just one person, even if they do seem right for you. Kinda weird that he told me but it did make me think. I shouldn't just sit around and wait and wait and wait.. but then again I don't really like "fishing" if you know what I mean. Oh well, even though I did find one in particular, I should just leave it alone and focus on school. I know I know, what a nerd especially since I've had perfect attendance since what kinda years? But then again, even if dating is fun, school is "important" as many would say. Who knows, I guess I'll just keep it posted for now..


Anyways just for kicks..



Hopefully one day I can meet someone who'd like to eat breakfast with my on a Sunday Morning... just cause.

those things

Sunday Morning and I'm thinking of starting to blog about my weeks again since I haven't been updating as much. Even though I already started school, summer is still in session. Shooot with this heat, it feels like summer will never end. Plus, I'm never really home except to really sleep, which I haven't really been doing as much either.. lol.

26; Ate WingStop with Target & Nita
Dress Shopped at F21 in Lakewood for Chelseys Sweet 16
27; WingStop (again I know) with Tommy & Mikey
Took out the car & kicked it with BestCousin
28; Red Robin with Cinday
Aladdin with Steph & Nita *thanks for the hook up Nocturnal
29; Chelsey's Sweet 16 Party
30; Baby Jessicas 18th Birthday

In other words, to all you guys who always ask me "How college?" Well first week it pretty much sucked and I hated it. Petitioning for at least 8 classes, two of them the same english class and I still don't get in! Wooomp ;( Waking up super early and staying at school for no reason was not so wonderful at all. Even though I do have 4 classes, I'm still not even a full time student. Oh if only it were high school.. all you needed to do was talk to your councelor and they got everything set for you. College, thats your own shit now. Oh well, now that I've gotten used to it.. it isnt pretty bad. I didn't get lost the first day of school so thats good. Even though I still don't have English, at least I got a Math, US History, Human Sexuality *which I know you guys would be like "Wtf?!" 'cause I wasn't even planning to take that class -.- and a Dance class.. which I still don't know why I even signed up for.. lol. Even though some of my classes are random, I like them. I mean I have some friends I already know & also met some new ones, sorta. Oh well.. the day in the life of college..

Taking it back from last week.. I feel a lot better. Getting distracted especially with school kinda helped. But still, there's just something I can't get off my mind. I was going good for almost one whole year, not giving a fcuk about guys. Target says to not think of it but how can I not think of it -.- "If it we're only that easy" I'm not sure if he even knows but to everyone, it kinda seems obvious I guess. It's been a while, but I guess people are "blind" sometimes :-/ The things I do.. even though everyone knows I wouldn't even do. I guess you have to take risks but I don't even think risks even work. Oh shoot me . Even though Nita & the girls said go for it, I don't even know. I guess heartbreak is a bitch and I'm just afraid to start again..

_leen

getting it together

I've been kinda down these past weeks. Even my cousin said I've been acting a little to sad and mad and asked if I was on " the time of the month" -.- lol. I guess everythings been all in front of me.. school, living at home, love life, friendships, you know.. I'll get over it soon. To anyone, my bad if I've been kinda mean and stuff, I'm just going through a phase I guess. As of now, here are a few things I've been up to since I've been blogging more poetry than my life.. Here my month of August for yaa

5th; Biked the whole damn Cerritos with Sunshine Bianca & Rex
6th; Pho with BestCousin & Ate Jet
7th; CUE with Sunshine & Nitaaa
9th; Lunch at Alberttacos with Sunshine & Nitaa
Aquarium Of The Pacific with Fave Indian Thomas & Melissa
11th; Target Arnel comes back from Virginia
Sunset Beach with Sunshine & Target
Visit Nocturnal Jan
12th; Early am Meteor Shower with Sunshine, Target, Nocturnal, Buttercup Sean, Panda, Liz, Jay & Jay's sister
Get my phone taken away :(
Bike ridee with Sunshine & Rex
13th; Car Wash with Target & Sunshine
14th; Sunshines Paaad
15th; Arnels Birthday
17th; First Day Of Schooool
20th; Pencil Tanalot Lisas Birthday
21st; Tanalots Birthday Dinner
22nd; Cj's Birthday Party
25th; In N Out with Mikey, Tommy, Claudia, Anita & Gay Ass Alora


Even though schools been on, summer is still on & I still needa finish my list shooot -.- ...


ps, I kinda sorta miss you

too afraid

I don't know why but i guess I'm just too afraid,
Even though your presence always makes my day,
I know I haven't tried but I wouldn't know where to start,
I guess my past makes me afraid for my heart,
I know I shouldn't care,
But its just to hard to not even stare,
If only I had some game,
Maybe you might just know my name,
Just one thing, Just one time of day,
I'd take back that one day just for you to stay.

if it were that easy

I don't really know what to say or how to say it,
I have this feeling but im not so sure about it,
Wanting to get to know you but scared to take that chance,
Whether to fall or get broken with one last dance,
What to do is getting me all twisted,
I guess Im just afraid I'll admit it.

oh boy

It's pretty old, but I love this song. I was probably in elementary school when I listened to them but I loved them. This song is kinda the story of my life right now. Oh how I miss these boys bands<3 Back when they used to overly match their clothes and also with each other, always having crazy dance moves, interesting haircuts.. you know, the god stuff. Enjoy while you can.. I guess you can say I'm going through those phases where I'm kinda looking back.. on music anyways aha.

the month of july

It's the first of August and finally I have time to update.

Since I havent been here since Maxwell birthday, lets take a recap.. since I was out every single day..

1st; Job hunting with the Bestcousin & bro.. fail.
2nd; Bike Shopping! and got my bike.. which is purple and I named, Kristin after my favorite, Jangwidit.
3rd; Girlfriends 18th Kayes birthday.. but kinna sad how I didnt even see her :(
4th; Korean Bbq & Cerritos Carnival with Steph. Food food food thats all I gotta say,
5th; Went to 2nd Street and tried Frosted cupcakes for the first time & went to the Aquarium of The Pacific with Sunshine Bianca & Target Arnel.. good day indeed.
7th; San Diego with the Parentals.. shop shop shop.
8th; Visited Mr.Henry after what kinda years?!
9th; Tried Wood Ranch for the first time with Cinday.. pretty bomb.
10th; Went to the Portugese Hall with Steph to watch a band and got to see Claudia after coming back from Vietnam.
11th; Cypress Swap Meet & finally kick it with my cousins Gina and Jane after a hella long ass time.
12th; Anaheim Garden Walk with Older Bro Junior, Ate Jet, Bestcousin and bro then after visited Gina & Janes new pad for a short time then beaached.
14th; Costa mesa with WhiteBestfriend Josh Keeegs.
15th; Had a good bike ride and visited the tennis girls & Mr.Henry
17th; Ate Red Robin with Cindaaay and also visited Brian Song plus we had a little Billiard lesson which was pretty interesting.
18th; Aloha Pool with Pencil Lisa, Jonathan, Cinday, Brian & Bong. Good game & goood night,
19th; Irvine Spectrum.. didn't find much.
20th; Cypress College Orientation.. boring as fcuk.
21st; Passed my permit test and then Biked and visited Bianca, kicked it with Anita & Cindy at Downtown Long Beach and also got to meet Jay & see Jan even though me & Bianca kinda felt bad for making them wait until we went back home lol.
22nd; Mini photoshoot with Simoneeee
23rd; Irvine Spectrum with Keegs
24th; Lunch with Steph, Raven, Lisa, Bianca & Anita and then Rachels Kickback at niiiight.
25th; First day of Driving schoooool
26th; Ate Pho & had another billiard lesson with CaiBob
27th; LA Zoo faail number #4 but finally got to reunite Arnel & Bianca together(; aha siiike
29th; Ate Roscoes Chicken & Waffles with Jan & after too me to Signal Hill for my first time
30th; Jet Skiiiing for the first time with Tiffany, ChrisFeng, Quintin, & Eric

Last but not least.. the 31st which was my bestfriend, bestG Ravens 18th birthday.. Elephant Bar & LBTC.

Oh how the month went so quick.. if I can take it back. Lots of adventures, random people.. it was great. I know this post isn't must.. but its an update all right.

As of now.. i'm pretty good. I know I havent socialized with as much people but I just need my time. I guess 'cause i'm just going through some issues & I guess confusion on what I want. To like or not to like, Classes to take in college, figuring out if I still want to become a teacher, trying to be the better person.. you know, alla that jazz.


I wish life could be easier some times. The month of July really made me think of a lot of things to the point where I kinda broke down.. At least I got some summer goals accomplished and tried new things. Hopefully I'll update more 'cause I get I need a place to vent. Oh well, time is everything and everything is time, you may be a dime but I still go for mine.. ha I wish.


_leen

Happy Birthday

Just for Maxwell, I just wanted to say.. Haaaappy 17th Birthday!(= . I remember how we met though "myspace" on April 13, 2007 lol. You added me 'cause we were both talking through Hazels comments and I thought you were someone I met already but I guess I didnt -_- LOL. But oh well, things happen for a reason right? Aha. Then on May 4, 2007, thats when I first officially met you.. at the Cerritos mall when everyone was a mall rat lol. It was only yesterday, you were really short, shorter than me(: and you didn't even wanna say hi! -_- Laaame. But even though, we still got close, even though we never really close... until.. Aloras debut! Seeing you at least 2-3 times a week for practice. Oh the good ol' days. Texting, myspace & AIMing 24/7, remember that? Always arguing on who to text first, but you texted first of course. The time we went to Guppies and you didn't wanna eat but Gladys made you anyways lol. The times when we would just talk about "our lifes" about our girl & boy problems.. aha you know.. The time when we used to put each other on our top friends on myspace, when I went to number #3 and when I started to call you, number #3 'cause no matter what, your my number #3 haha. The time when we would argue about you getting me cookies 'cause it is my favorite(: lol The time you made a mission just to give me my favorite WingStop chicken at tennis practice but then you & everyone got mad 'cause I left right after and you were just posted :( Don't worry, I know I still owe you for that! Also, the time in Aloras when you asked Tiff to Winter Formal, haha... it was still cute though! The time when I would call you to not walk to Aloras house! but you did anyways -_- Awww don't you miss those times, sorta? haha. Well Maxwell I just wanted to say, Happy 17th Birthday again! I hope you hve a good one 'cause you deserve it. Even though I may mess up sometimes & we're not as close and hit up each other as much, I still wish you the best. Your still my favorite Cambodian friend.. even though everyone thinks or used to think you were filipino! lol. Your still the darkest, but in a good way(: haha. Hopefully I can see you soon, and you'll be posted there.. like always. I love you Number #3 & Happy Birthday(=


^8th Grade Promotion(= haha



_leen

old nights

So yesterday if you guys can't keep track was Saturday & of course part of the weekend. Even though my Friday was ehh, yesterday was not bad, not bad at all..

Since I haven't kicked it with Steph all summer, we decided to go to Korean Bbq with Pencil Lisa, especially 'cause I have never been to all you can eat Korean Bbq places which I always wanted to try. We went there and it wasn't that bad. Of course it was all you can eat and it was kinda weak 'cause we only went up to 4 meat plates but its all good, I got my moneys worth.

We were super full and we wanted to go to a Piras kickback but it was still early in the day so we decided to go back to Lisas house. We were there for a bit tryna kill time so Steph & Pencil decided to shave their legs in Lisas front lawn. It was pretty funny, just watching and even more funny with all the people walking by just staring at them which was pretty embarrasing but they still kept on shaving on.

After shaving, me and Steph wanted some desert even though we were still hungry so we decided to go to Cerritos Mall to get Yogurtland 'cause Steph wanted the Green Tea flavor. Before we got Yogurtland, I wanted to return a skirt I bought which was too small but I guess the mall closes at 8 so that was a fail. However, we came through Yogurtland and were planning to go the kickback but it was too early so we decided to go back to Lisas, again.

We came back and decided to look for directions for Piras pad, map questing and stuff, then got ready. We drove there, tryna look for his house, all confused in the neighborhood especially cause of all of the turns and what not and eventually found it. When we got out the car though, we kinda got scared cause there were a bunch of guys just standing outside and staring so me, Lisa & Steph did the "buddy" system just to be safe.

When we went in front of Piras pad, he told us to go to the back so we went through the back and it led to his backyard and his garage. There were barely any people I guess 'cause it was still kind of early. Me, Steph, & Lisa though just got a bench for ourselves though, just to chill for a bit. Even though we were posted, our friend Andrew Dayrit, entertained us by offering us drinks and showing us how to play Beer pong right, even though we didn't play & just watched people play it instead. We kinda were just posted and were ehh and told em about a party my friend Kevin, also known as PonyBoy, told me about so we decided to try to drive there. We tried to follow the directions but it was all confusing on my sidekick so we all decided go to lisas.. Again.. to get the directions to the party. We then left and thought the parry was near by 'cause it was Norwalk and all but it actually took a long way down but we eventually made it.

At the front of the house, I tripped out in the beginning cause some guy had a sharpie and wanted to write on me but I guess he just wanted to mark my hand so keep in track -_- lol. We come in the backyard and I guess you can say it was crowded and everyone was having a good time. We didn't know anybody though but we also didn't wanna leave 'cause we drove so far, so we decided to go in the house on the dancefloor. Of course people were dancing but it was kinda seemed like a rave with techno music bumpin and the lights going out. We didn't dance 'cause like I said.. we didn't know anyone but it was pretty cracken. Even though it was kinda akward at first, but there was one girl who was actually pretty nice to us tryna make us dance so we can have more fun. We were there for a good minute chillen, entertained just watching people dance with techno music and even got to say wsup to Kevin, Jason & Samuel, who everyone knows as the Yo! Set. However, we kinda left a bit early too 'cause we weren't doing anything much and we all went home.

Even though it was up & down, my Saturday was well spent. Even though we didn't really do that much, it was better then being home & also good to see people that I haven't seen in a while. Hopefully, my summer weekends are like this, straight chillennnn







On other stuff, Random.. even though its been going around, I just wanted to show you guys a little video on whats really good with Cerritos



_leen

on and on

Even though today was pretty much a bust, it was kinda good spending a day just listening to old music and all, reminding me of my childhood memories.. I also found this while I was on myspace this morning. Its a tribute from AJ Rafael, its kinda sad but its pretty good. Even though many are mourning on his death and I'm kinda sad myself, he'll always be the best.

rest in peace

I know I know its all over the news and all put its just something I had to jot down.. Even though a lot of people do pass away, I gotta admit I was pretty sad hearing about Farah Fawcett & especially Michael Jackson passing away. I didnt really watch any movies that Farah was in but I know my dad knew her from waaay back, when that wavy blonde hair was the shiit. However, Michael Jackson is a different story. I remember when I was younger singing along to him from kareoke to my old weekly trips to San Diego with my dad, just listening to him on the radio.. the good old days. Even though he went through a lot of stuff, I still liked his music and one of my favorites especially 'cause all I really listen to is old music. Even though I never met him, I know he went through a lot more shit then all of us, livin that worldwide recognition life style and all. I was even excited for him to start touring all over the world again, finally see a legend perform again.. I guess you can say he is irreplaceable. Nobody can ever do it like him. Even though he is gone, imma still listen to his music just like Biggie & Tupac.


May both Farah Fawcett & Michael Jackson Rest In Peace..

cause its been a while

Guess whos baaaaack.

Its been a while since I actually updated this thing. Even though there were many time when I wanted to update, I guess you can say I was just too lazy -_-

Anyways since the last time I updated, you already knooow, many things already happened..
from May 19th to the 24th I basically had the house to myself(; Unfortunately, even though I did have an open pad, I didnt have anything 'cause of course.. I wouldnt wanna get in trouble! besides I was out the house anyways so it didnt really matter. lol. I went to the ATA fashion Show.. pretty good except me and Kevin were kinna mad they didn't pass us free candy! -_- Saturday wasnt bad though even though I had to wake up at 7am in the am for CJs Graduation at John Glenn and later on to his birthday lunch at BJs in Brea, free fooood(: I also got to kick it at MIA Mattchews house. Pretty nice 'cause I havent got to see the Cerritos Boys in a quick minute & the Laker Game was onnn!

The next week on Saturday, I went to Eunices debooboo with Sunshine of course(: It was pretty fun and I was good seein Gf Kaye, Jan, Diary & of course, the infamous birthday girl herself, 416 Eunice(: It was hell of a mission that day though 'cause in the morning I had beach clean up which was so not cracken 'cause of course, it was cold as fcuk, we had to be there from 10-2 which is 4 hours even though me & Zack finished and stuffed out bag within 10 minutes with our secret spot.. LOL. Went home and got ready for Eunices, got scoop by Sunshine and then headed to her debooboo. Later, left for a bit and scoop PencilTanalot Lisa and the infamous Cindaay and then headed back to the debut. Kinda laughed cause when I headed back, Dom just came thru looking for free food aha. After we headed to 2nd street and all I gotta say is..'that damn cupcake!" lol.And did nothing and walked cause everything was closed and went to get marshmellow from Rite Aid and left. We then headed to Alberttacos to get some grub cause I was of course, hungry as fcuk. Then we went by my pad to The Alley where we played Chubby Bunny but shit was naaasty as fcuk and after the first time, I said fcuk it cause it was gross and ate my burrito of course(: Then after it was all done, we all went home which was pretty good day for me(:

The next week which was from June 2 to June 5, I can pretty much say.. I had no life cause I was stuck in Candle Rose Practice from 3-6 which meant.. no going home what so ever -_- I did have Sonoras for the first time ever which was pretty bomb aha. And we also sorta got some free food like pizza and I guess pb&j but after having for at least 2 days.. that shit kinda gets nasty. Of course..Im sleepin in class so the week kinda went wooop with me anyways cause you know "Senior Year, fcuk it" Candle Rose on the Friday of was pretty craacken though. And all the seniors were actually pumped for once. My voice was killin me though cause I was already sick and I had to give long ass "Senioooooor" shout out cause I am Class Vice President and al(; aha. After I got to eat out with Steph & the BestG Raven at TGI Fridays, first time where U did not finish my foood! -_- then me & Steph wanted to go to a party and had a sneaky plan aha. Scooped up Steph and al met at Claudias but then it was a bust cause by the time when we were gonna go to them which was about 9ish-10ish.. alla em got raided. So instead Claudia drove us to the beach, which was pretty uch a bust too especially cause it was closed so we all headed home. Saturday of, went to my little cousin Jamies birthday. Long ass day especially playing with little kids lol. Ownin me at video games and shit -_- lol

Next week was pretty much chill.. on Tuesday.. Senior Awards Night! Only good for the free tickets of course(: lol Thursday however.. Grad Nite! The day of school, slept though cause I know I was gonna be up aha. After school ate with Tiff, Sweetie WooJin! & Ben Phung, the Valedictorian at Chipotle which were there for a good 3 hours lol. Went home & took a nap then got ready. Then headed to school for Grad Nioooote! Got hella pissed though cause shit be laggggen as fcuk. Even though we were supposed to be at school by 9 people came late cause of the Lakers game lol which everyone was at school by 9:30. Buses were supposed to come by 9:30.. came an hour late! Was supposed to leave by 10.. didnt leave til 11! And we didnt even get into Grad Nite til a little over one cause the security checks and all. Long ass day and night but it was fun. Was kinda mad cause there werent as many rides to ride in & super cold as fcukk. I was good though until 6ish when I straight up knocked out at home. Saturday was the ASB Banquet and I found out who my sercret buddy was. It was good seeing everyone for a good minute especially cause it was our last time together. Funnn ass dinner though 'cause of all the shit jokes we alll cracked. If you were only there lol. Not just me but everyone was rollin with laughs.

The week after was pretty interestin cause it was Graduation! We had school on Monday though but it was chill cause it was finals for 3rd & 4th period, English and Sculpture.. the worst and best classes. 3rd wasnt as bad. The class I had was always funny especially 'cause I had Kai, Cheyanne, Andre & of course my Twin Aaron Bradley! Finals went fast especially cause were all like "Fcuk it" aha. 4th period was pretty :( to me though cause it was on of the last days I ever got to see her cause she was movin to Oregonnnn! It was goood though cause Corey came back from Hawaii after what kinna years? One of the best and most favorite classes I ever had. Even though I almost blew up her class room.. LOL. Then later after school.. free chick Fil A and then boba with Tiff and alla the asian boys(: Headed to Aldrins to kil time but I knocked while watching the movie lol. Headed to school with them to get their tickets and wasted about 4 minutes thinkin of what to do. Went to the mall and got scoop up to go to my cousins, another good day(: Except for the fact when I found out someone wasnt going to go to my Graduation.. which is a story you'll have to find out yourselves..

Tuesday June 16 you already know.. Graduation! In the am we all had a Senior Breakfast which was cool cause we got to see everyone one more time plus free ass foooood!(: Practice was taking a long time though cause we didnt know so many people were gonna actually graduate lol. Plus me and Kevin Carigma were planning to walk together and had to have another master plan cause the first one didnt work lol. Got me an extra ticket on the way which was goood cause I needed tickets. Then went to Yogurtland with my fave Indian.. Thomas! And got all dolled later for Graduation. Before headed to Graduation though my bestcousin Austin came thru from Jersey which was nice cause I havent seen him for q quick minute. When Graduation happened, the night of went fast. It didnt hit me.. even when I was walkin to the stage. After it all, still didnt hit me. It was good being next to Kevin! aha like we planned. Also I got to see a loot of my teachers from middle school which was oh so nice(: And of course, old homies who I havent seen in a while like Thomas of course & Johan. Last minute photo OPs then went to Olive Garden for my Graduation dinner with my fam. Pretty cool with drinks and all and of course alla the jokes we had. Didnt make it to Rachels thing and even though Kevin, Sunshine and Kays came by to drop me a cup of shot of Malibu 'cause I did say it was for the.. I spit it out cause my throat was killin me and it wasnt mixed -_- lol..

Next day after graduation was good though. Got ready with my older bro and went to Ate Agnes pad. Picked up my diplomaaa and then got dropped of by the BestG to the mall to meet up with my older bro. A good 30 minutes after, got scooped my Cinday & Sunshine and then got dropped to Sunshines for a bit and later got scooped by Cinday and then scooped Lisa all again lol. Wasted a good 20 minutes figuring out what to do and of course I got hungry so we went to Albert Tacos and then decided to head to the beach. Went and parked by the pier and paid the meter which a 456789 million coins. Then went to Starbucks & stopped by American Apparel which was intersting encounterin two girls getting cought for getting jacked lol.. thats a fail. Went to the beach for a goood 7 minutes then ran cause we forgot our meter was only for an hour lol and left back to Cerritos my pad for markers then Walmart and back to Sunshines to make a poster for Whitneys Graduation for Jenny Ham. Wentt there for a good minute then went home cause I had to go out to my Brats for a birthday dinner. Preety good.. pretty knocked lol. And that was my first day of summmaaa.

Even though I was supposed to go to Glendale with Sunshine, Pencil & Cinday, of course the next day would be a fail cause of Cinday.. lol. And even though me & Raven wanted to see Mrs.Roulette in the am.. that was a fail especially cause alla the teachers were in a meeting! -_- And off day I guess. Saturday & Sunday.. good days(: On Saturday of course it was my BestGs Graduation Party, lots of food and chicken, you already knoow(; then later went to Sunshines Graduation Dinner which me & Arnel got lost on the way there cause the damn freeway was closed! But we eventually found the place which was "The Reef" and Arnel pulled a "Cinday" which really cracked me up. Of course, more foood and I obviously killed my food and was the only one.. lol. And it was pretty cause it was right next to the pike. Pretty much another good day & night. Sunday got to go to Irvine Spectrum with the whole fam & bestcousin for father days. Got summer clothes and Pinkberrrry!(: Plus got me a Red Velvet cupcake from The Sweet Spot, boooomb and that satisfied my day(:

The Tuesday of.. pretty good. Got a work out in the am playing tennis, basketball & doing the track. A good one Ive done in a while. Later on Glendaaale with Cinday, Lisa, & Sunshine of course.But rewinding it back, we wasted so much time. 30 minutes to basically burn a CD and we didnt even like the songs. Went to Biancas then Alberttacos to eat and wasted a good time tryna figure out to do but then we all ended up with Glendale anyways lol. Cold ass night but it was good..

Yesterday was a long day.. Dmv in the am to finally take my permit for the first time.. I failed :( pretty bummed but i got 2 more tries lol. In N Out with my dad and broooo. Later int he afternoon got scooped by my WhiteBestFriend Josh Keegaa(: and headed to Santa Monica.. traffic but we made it. Walked around and really found nothing but its all good. Also got to try a Red Velvet cupcake from "Yummy Cupcakes" not as yummy as what they say.. lol. Later on got home and tried to get ready to go to the gym. A fail cause Cinday took 34567890 minutes and didnt even come thru. But later on at the night.. Transformers! All I gotta say is.. Quintin & Eric were right, hands down. I fell asleep for 5 minutes into the movie cause we watched it at midnight.. LOL but it was a good night coming home at 3.

Its been a while but I guess I have a good reason for not being on in a while right? aha. But now summer is finally here and no more, Tennis and ASB stuff to worry about and other things like that.. I'll probably update daily now but I cant make any promises... aha.

PS.. Brenton Allen still owes mr Headphones! lol.

Well its Thursday & hopefully today will be a good day(:

_leen

lag

First.. Happy 18th Birthday to Anitaa!

I know havent really updated this because I was occupied with Prom shit and then some. But now, its over.

Since the last time I updated.. I got me a brand new Hello Kitty ring with rhinestones, got more moolah and spent more for prom stuff, finally got my nails done from Cinthias sister which I must say.. she did a pretty bomb jobb. After 2 years.. I finally got me a digital slr! The Canon Rebel XSI, woo woo. Sure, its not my first choice and all but my dad picked it so its all worth it. I also had Prom this weekend which was pretty cool. Got all dressed up for once and actually got away from Cerritos aha. Later on in the month.. Ill probably upload new pictures of the month of May only cause ive been using my Macbook right now. I also even made a flickr aha. Since I am starting to take my time and actually shoot, I gotta put them somewhere. And of course.. Im always updating on twitter. Its much more easier and simplier aha.

I also got one more month til graduation! and of course high school is over aha. I wish I did so much more. Oh well, senior year, fcuk it. I sure gotta make this month the best month!

The negatives.. the weather. Lets keep it constant shall we? But as for now..

check out my work on.. flickr.com/leenbernardo

I know its short but dont worry, I'll have more scoop later(;

_leen

get done

First of all, Happy Cinco De Mayo & Happy Birthday to Christine Carigma cause shes finally 19, woot woot.

In other words, today is also the 4 year anniversary of Roberts death. Even though its been a while, I still think of all those times in Mr.Keating's 3rd period English Class with all those jokes during and after class and most of all, his candy sales aha. If he was still around, who knows how it woulda been in high school. Maybe he woulda been able to graduate with us.. I still wish I can take back that day but like everyone says "Everything happens for a reason." At least from him, I learned more about friendship, keeping close and true to one another. In other words, Robert, I hope your doing good up there. We all miss you. I miss you. We still cant forget you. I hope your doing well<3


Of the most part, finally got my wireless internet up which means... I finally got my MacBook runnin! I got it since July 08 and never got to use it until like.. yesterday lol. I'm also getting my prom stuff on deck even though its making everyone stressed out. Tryna get a limo, matchin with the date, convincing my date to get a "non rose corsage" aha, pictures, what to do after, what to accessorize, makeup and alla that jazz. Even though I love the whole Prom process, I'm not really excited for the actual day. In fact, I feel like not going -_- I want me some NBA playoff tickets 'cause this year its going pretty good. Oh well.. 11 more days!

Oh well these next 2 weeks are going to be pretty hectic Working seasonal for Say Cheese and this Prooom buis. Not only that.. Im trying this No Carb diet for a week. No breads, no noodles, no potatoes, the good stuff. Thank god I don't eat rice! Plus alla these projects are coming up.. and one more month til graduation! Now to get alla this work done -____-

_leen

twitter

Random but follow me on twitter

www.twitter.com/uhleentothe

Weird name I know aha but don't worry, more juice comes here.

Updates;
Working at Say Cheese for extra cash for now, Rekindling with old friends again, Brenton still owes me some damn headphones, my hair is growing..

& Mr.Henry is officially resigning from being head Girls Tennis coach and Mrs. Roulette, my Scupture teacher is leaving Cali for Oregon, boo. Even though I really dislike the fact that they're both leaving, I still have to give them props for inspiring to become a teacher.

_asb

oh the month of april

So its the 2nd of May and I know I havent updated in while. Theres too much to say. Went to my first and last Sadies, "chilled in the cut", reunited with old friends, met a lot of new people, turned 18, lost and found a prom date, help people find prom dates, went over Lisas at least 2-3 times a week, tryed sprinkles for the first time, bought my first lotto ticket and stoge (even though I dont smoke), finally went on a mission where Cinday didnt flake! cut my hair, debooboo, went to the most cracken kickbacks all in 30 minutes.. lol, picked strawberries, got lots of $$$$ and thought about a dream that I know regret.. oh well. Bittersweet you can say it, but I'll miss my month of April.