First to keep myself occupied, I made a list of things to do just for kicks..
_eat breakfast on sunday morning
_have a photoshoot
_watch Takers
_get a caaar
_visit csulb with quintin
_help get cousin a motorcycle license
_get another piercing
workout at least twice a week
_try the Metro for the first time
_go to CUE with zakiya
_learn how to drive a stick
_go to the Zooo
_watch new moon
frostbites with cindy
_watch YouTube vids with someone
_make a music video
_go to LeCrepere on 2nd st.
_watch the sunrise & sunset
_take #3 maxwell out
_visit mr.henry
_meet a new friend at school
_reach 2,000 tweets
_treat someone out to eat
_niko niko with cindy
_take a dance class from telly
_get a fish eye lens
_take a shot for kevinC
_guppies with mikey
_get another polaroid camera
_go to signal hill
_take anita to american apparel
_grow out my hair
_buy an itouch
_listen to someone sing a song
_visit someone randomly
_miss a day of school.. LOL
_someone that can help me acomplish my list
Friday, September 18, 2009
just when
When i thought things were going well, they just end up going down hill..
Honestly I gotta admit, I feel like I've been kinda selfish lately... complaining about the little things that are in my mind. From friends to school, fams and just life in general. I always try to talk it out with someone but I kinda feel like theres no one really there to say anything to. I guess you can say its true and I'll admit it now, I do kinda over think things.. kinda bad I know but I'm trying to improve myself somehow. I mean not like I don't have friends or anything but sometimes I don't even bother 'cause they have their own life to worry about..
Sometimes I wish I can get away from it all, go to a beach and sit there or just go somewhere, lay down and just listen to music just 'cause. Call me emo or whatever but its some type of get away. I guess I'm just going through one of those phases, where I just kinda wanna be alone. Not that I wanna be alone but since everyones pretty occupied with school and work now, I guess thats all I can do.
On a lighter note to keep me occupied.. I'm working on my to do list so when I finally get my L's.. im gOod. Maybe I'll bring an end to my "Leen why you so downnn" phase. My parents also kinda chilled down now ever since my "mountain" incident, letting me go out even if they do know I got school 7:00am the next morning, ha. Weird now its better now.. how come they couldn't be like this during the summer =[
Just for a throwback VvVvV
"Lifes too short. Dont be selfish. There's other things to cry about."
^ Maybe I should follow my own words
Honestly I gotta admit, I feel like I've been kinda selfish lately... complaining about the little things that are in my mind. From friends to school, fams and just life in general. I always try to talk it out with someone but I kinda feel like theres no one really there to say anything to. I guess you can say its true and I'll admit it now, I do kinda over think things.. kinda bad I know but I'm trying to improve myself somehow. I mean not like I don't have friends or anything but sometimes I don't even bother 'cause they have their own life to worry about..
Sometimes I wish I can get away from it all, go to a beach and sit there or just go somewhere, lay down and just listen to music just 'cause. Call me emo or whatever but its some type of get away. I guess I'm just going through one of those phases, where I just kinda wanna be alone. Not that I wanna be alone but since everyones pretty occupied with school and work now, I guess thats all I can do.
On a lighter note to keep me occupied.. I'm working on my to do list so when I finally get my L's.. im gOod. Maybe I'll bring an end to my "Leen why you so downnn" phase. My parents also kinda chilled down now ever since my "mountain" incident, letting me go out even if they do know I got school 7:00am the next morning, ha. Weird now its better now.. how come they couldn't be like this during the summer =[
Just for a throwback VvVvV
"Lifes too short. Dont be selfish. There's other things to cry about."
^ Maybe I should follow my own words
Saturday, September 12, 2009
go to work
It's been an off week for me..
Broke a drinking glass and now I walk around with a bandaid on my toe. Pinky toe nail ripped off and I don't even run or play tennis anymore -.- All the girls flaked for Korean Bbq.. but Anita & Arnel still came out to eat with me to Guppies instead just to make me feel better. Got in trouble again for the 29376284 x time for going out. Moms misplaced my Polaroid camera :( And last, doing my best to get over stuff and not over think so much.. oh well
On a brighter note, I finally got my FishEye Camera, thanks to Anna Basilan[= Got my Trey Songz Cd back, and baby loooks bomb and found my Polaroid iZone camera, woooo. Plus, Arnel ordered me a FishEye lens for my camera and I'm pretty excited especially 'cause I've been super overdue working on my photos.
Too much on my mind, I need something that can at least be my getaway and I guess I figured shooting might just do the trick.
and getting one of these again
or maybe upgrade to
Gotta experiment with everything you know? Even if it'll make me broooke -.- haha
Since I needed sort of a change, I've also been trying out new music that I usually wouldn't listen to..
^Story Of My Life, as of right now anyways
Btw, Happy Birthday to my cousin Paul Camantigue, Kevin Carigma, Abraham Yi, Joyce Ocampo & of course the infamous..
my lost puppy Cindy Wong. Hope you guys have a good one.
Broke a drinking glass and now I walk around with a bandaid on my toe. Pinky toe nail ripped off and I don't even run or play tennis anymore -.- All the girls flaked for Korean Bbq.. but Anita & Arnel still came out to eat with me to Guppies instead just to make me feel better. Got in trouble again for the 29376284 x time for going out. Moms misplaced my Polaroid camera :( And last, doing my best to get over stuff and not over think so much.. oh well
On a brighter note, I finally got my FishEye Camera, thanks to Anna Basilan[= Got my Trey Songz Cd back, and baby loooks bomb and found my Polaroid iZone camera, woooo. Plus, Arnel ordered me a FishEye lens for my camera and I'm pretty excited especially 'cause I've been super overdue working on my photos.
Too much on my mind, I need something that can at least be my getaway and I guess I figured shooting might just do the trick.
and getting one of these again
or maybe upgrade to
Gotta experiment with everything you know? Even if it'll make me broooke -.- haha
Since I needed sort of a change, I've also been trying out new music that I usually wouldn't listen to..
^Story Of My Life, as of right now anyways
Btw, Happy Birthday to my cousin Paul Camantigue, Kevin Carigma, Abraham Yi, Joyce Ocampo & of course the infamous..
my lost puppy Cindy Wong. Hope you guys have a good one.
Monday, September 7, 2009
never want to leave
First of all, Happy Labor Day.
4 day weekend? kinda sorta alright. The only good thing is.. no school and open pad so I didn't even have to be home at all.
Couple of notes, I finally learned how to get music. I know I know.. whatta noob right? Oh well not like I really own an Ipod to put all these songs in anyways -.- I'll get one someday.. until then I'll be stuck with my Best Buddy ipod nano that I've been "borrowing" lol.
This week I've also kinda got a reality check from my cousin. Not that it's a bad thing but I he kinda gave me good tips and points.. even though I kinda hate when he does that sometimes -_-* He told me to date around, *not be a slut though, keep your options open and don't be stuck on just one person, even if they do seem right for you. Kinda weird that he told me but it did make me think. I shouldn't just sit around and wait and wait and wait.. but then again I don't really like "fishing" if you know what I mean. Oh well, even though I did find one in particular, I should just leave it alone and focus on school. I know I know, what a nerd especially since I've had perfect attendance since what kinda years? But then again, even if dating is fun, school is "important" as many would say. Who knows, I guess I'll just keep it posted for now..
Anyways just for kicks..
Hopefully one day I can meet someone who'd like to eat breakfast with my on a Sunday Morning... just cause.
4 day weekend? kinda sorta alright. The only good thing is.. no school and open pad so I didn't even have to be home at all.
Couple of notes, I finally learned how to get music. I know I know.. whatta noob right? Oh well not like I really own an Ipod to put all these songs in anyways -.- I'll get one someday.. until then I'll be stuck with my Best Buddy ipod nano that I've been "borrowing" lol.
This week I've also kinda got a reality check from my cousin. Not that it's a bad thing but I he kinda gave me good tips and points.. even though I kinda hate when he does that sometimes -_-* He told me to date around, *not be a slut though, keep your options open and don't be stuck on just one person, even if they do seem right for you. Kinda weird that he told me but it did make me think. I shouldn't just sit around and wait and wait and wait.. but then again I don't really like "fishing" if you know what I mean. Oh well, even though I did find one in particular, I should just leave it alone and focus on school. I know I know, what a nerd especially since I've had perfect attendance since what kinda years? But then again, even if dating is fun, school is "important" as many would say. Who knows, I guess I'll just keep it posted for now..
Anyways just for kicks..
Hopefully one day I can meet someone who'd like to eat breakfast with my on a Sunday Morning... just cause.
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