just when

When i thought things were going well, they just end up going down hill..

Honestly I gotta admit, I feel like I've been kinda selfish lately... complaining about the little things that are in my mind. From friends to school, fams and just life in general. I always try to talk it out with someone but I kinda feel like theres no one really there to say anything to. I guess you can say its true and I'll admit it now, I do kinda over think things.. kinda bad I know but I'm trying to improve myself somehow. I mean not like I don't have friends or anything but sometimes I don't even bother 'cause they have their own life to worry about..

Sometimes I wish I can get away from it all, go to a beach and sit there or just go somewhere, lay down and just listen to music just 'cause. Call me emo or whatever but its some type of get away. I guess I'm just going through one of those phases, where I just kinda wanna be alone. Not that I wanna be alone but since everyones pretty occupied with school and work now, I guess thats all I can do.

On a lighter note to keep me occupied.. I'm working on my to do list so when I finally get my L's.. im gOod. Maybe I'll bring an end to my "Leen why you so downnn" phase. My parents also kinda chilled down now ever since my "mountain" incident, letting me go out even if they do know I got school 7:00am the next morning, ha. Weird now its better now.. how come they couldn't be like this during the summer =[


Just for a throwback VvVvV






"Lifes too short. Dont be selfish. There's other things to cry about."

^ Maybe I should follow my own words