hc weekend.

Bascially this weekend was a bust. Missed out Oktoberfest.. especially 'cause my Faavorite, Passion, Gabe Bondoc, LeeJay, & Cathy Ngyuen were down. I didn't even get to see or reunite with everyone either 'cause of the Homecoming game, set up, dance, and clean up. Oh well.. I guess thats a day and a life of a ASB kid -_-* Good thing was at least I got to get my nails done, CUE(: & see my baaaby Jessica Feng & my Rich Girl $$ Vivian Marie. Even if its our rival, still I wished I went to CHS Homecoming :( Oh well good thing is.. my last weekend before tennis seasons over. woo!(:

Back to my Acrylic Tip(:

Wack but we still cuhhuute, right? lol jk.

sigh.

Thinking all this weekend, even though I said it before.. I miss how things used to be. I apologize to all my friends I haven't kicked it with or even talk to or hit up anymore.. It's my senior year but I guess it wasn't how I pictured it to be. Sometimes I kinda wished I never joined ASB, tennis, clubs, and other curricular activities. I just hope November will turn out better after season and Homecoming is over. Until then, I'll still be MIA..

wth?! you got it baaack?!

all i have to say is, you really can't trust anyone but yourself. keep your friends close but your enemies closer.

so monday i got my phone jacked, hella bummed. i mean i socked a damn fridge and a wooden closet, crazy right? but i mean c'mon. i wouldn't do that. i already had a phone jacked my sophmore year and i know how it is without a phone. getting my kick jacked made me almost depressed.

lucky, today i got it back.. woooo! :) can you believe it? i actually got my phone back? and with the help of the school administration? lol.

how i got it back? its a long story. if your lucky, ill tell you wsup. in other words.. don't even trip! i got it back from the office.


but anywhoos, all i gotta say is thanks to mr.henry and anita sims for making me file that report for my jacked kick. i dont even use my phone like i used to but shoot playa, not having a phone for how many days? i had to come home.. & big heads up to the one who helped me out the most. i really have to thank you for telling me who took it even though i know you feel hell messed up for telling me wsup and all. without you, i'd prolly be still sad and using a old ass phone.


*for a tip, if any of you guys have a kick... deck that shit out.. seriously. if you leave it all plain its fine but if ever you lose it, at least if you have stickers and what not, its easy to identify, believe me. i know(:

just kinda like before.

Sundaaay and hella tired. Looking on these past two days, it reminded me of the good times and how much ive been been missin out since I left for the Philippines..



Friday was one of the best day's of my Senior year. School was smooth and it was a suprise to see my boy, Delque(: Oh I missed him so much, no homo. aha. Even though it was a for a quick minute, it was nice seeing the guy who just loooved to crack jokes about me and my "futre husband" sikee! We also had a game against Lynwood. Owned then like a piece of cake, (17-1). The after the game, we all went to Raven, my BestG's, pad for a Girls Tennis Night. Everyone went. except for Karen, Heather, Shanon and Destiny. Damnn we ate a lot thats all I gotta say. HotCheetos & Cream Cheese, Pizza, Cookies and Ice Cream with AriZona.. mmmm thats all I gotta say while we were watchin "The Notebook" which I never watched. Pretty cuhhute movie though if you gotta ask me. Since we were kinna getting bored, we all decided to go out and took us an hour to figure outt! But we all decided to go to Cerritos Towne Center and watch a moviee. We didn't really wanna pay so we got "hooked up" from a couple homies for the ticket stubs. All I gotta say is, thanks Pretty Jaymie for the stub :D Claudia said to watch Nick & Nora and it was pretty cuhuute. "I love you so much it's so retarded." aha.





Saturday was pretty chill too. In the afternoon, me, Karen, and Kelly all kicked it before we went to Shockwave. First we went to my faaavorite, WingStop(: 'cause duhh, its WingStop! aha. Then after we went to Lakewood Mall so we can go to Sanrio. After, we scooped Cinday from her pad which was hella confusing 'cause the girl kept on saying that she lived by Gridley Park when really, she lived in the opposite side! Then we headed to ShockWave which was even more worse because we went all the way close to Knotts Berry Farm because someone gave us the wrong directions! jk.





So we finally made it to ShockWave. I gotta say, it was better than I though. Im not a Christian, but the message they put out was touching. It was also nice seeing a couple of people that I haven't seen in a while. The best part was meeting Miguel from The Boogie Bots, Cathy Ngyuen, A Kaba Modern dancer and Gabe Bondoc(: Jealous girls? aha. Then after the praise, we went to In-N-Out and saw Too Short and Justin and then headed home. The thing when I went home was, some person with a freaky voice was making me trip. Then I found out it was Bianca and Arnel The Cool Kids.. wooo! I kinna felt bad though 'cause I was hella tired but before then, we went to 7 Eleven so B could get her AriZonaa. Probably didn't go home 'til past 12..




Overall, this weekend made me forget about all the sour things that went on before. To anyone, if I gave you an attitude this week, don't even tripp(:

*Here are some oh so lovely pics of my week. Hope you have a lovely dayy, woo!(:

PJ ('cause Karen made me take a pic)

Gabe Bondoc(:

Cathy Ngyuen.

A Kaba Modern & Miguel from the Boogie Bots :)

bittersweet.

Have you ever felt like you were stuck in a group where your voice could never be heard? They say to speak your mind and be open but when you try to they just cut you off like your not ever there?

It's tennis season. From September until early November, we work our asses off from 2 to 5pm in the afternoon. Hot and sweaaaty as fcuk, it seems like its never ending. I've been playing tennis since my freshman year so I already know wsup. Drills, suicides, lectures.. you eventually get used to it.. Since yesterday we lost, 8-10 against Downey, of course, as all the tennis girls know.. its time for "The Talk." We probably went through this 58469712 x times this season just 'cause on the fact that girls Varsity tennis has been undefeated league champs for 3 years and because we all are seniors, He expects more from us 'cause were oh so mature(:

So it was time for practice, I kinna lagged getting ready so when I walked through, I can already see Anita and Claudia talking about the stuff in tennis and how we work, even through we all heard it before. Anita loves speaking her mind, so I wasn't suprised because some of it was true on the fact that we always go through this, talk the same shit. Kinna gets annoying. Discussing our loss on how we should just get over it, I guess you can say "were not on the same page" So Claudia asked Cindy and Stephanie wsup. They didn't really say much but when Claudia had mentioned the whole "clique" no "communication" thing, I really was just fed up. I put my word into it..

I gotta admit, I was pretty emotional. I slacked on tennis this year and yeah I didn't go to the summer practices last year and this summer because of my trip to the Philippines but sometimes, it just sucks. This year, I know im not a starting player, including with Heather and Karen, but it really hurts when they say were not working hard or not improving when you don't even get the attention that you need in order to get better. I mean let me ask you this, even through your not a starting player, wouldn't you be pissed when they yell and tell you to improve but when can you when your separated? You never get asked to get drilled, you never play practice games.. all you do is rally for 3 damn hours in the burning hot sun. I mean I know I can complain, be a bitch, even a brat but still.. I mean especially because were supposed to be a team? I understand were not in that level, especially since we are like JV status but how can we "improve" if we don't do anything. You can't expect us to sub in and just win that match like a piece of cake. At least im out, doing something. I mean fcuk, im risking my damn ASB grade for this. It's hard. I know everyone has their issues but man.. especially 'cause im just posted, I gave up my damn social life for this, could be doing other things but I chose to be out there, at least to cheer you on. I mean at least I don't put my personal issues on the court yahknoo? I got my shit but at least I still act happy like nothings wrong. Sometimes its just too good to be true..

To me, you girls even know wsup. How were "not on the same page" I mean, were separated, in the court. To me I feel like we have no problem. Us whole as "a team," I don't think we have that problem either really. Separation down the court is basically the problem. What I said today coulda been pointless but whatever, I had to say something. I mean don't you get annoyed when they say this and that about the team. You know you say it and wanna say it so just say it god damnit! lol.


But lemme just put it straight, im not mad at you guys! aha. And if you feel unappreciated, I really appreciate you guys. Down the court with our tennis fits, sunblock sweat drippinnn lol. I mean to me, im surprised we all made it this far. Since our freshman year, I mean look what we could have done and we picked to stay in this damn sport lmao. I know its whatever right now but I know were gonna miss it. Just gotta say, good luck this season. We still got time, dooon't even trip(: You guys can get on my nerves but I love you guys, no homoo. We'll have our shit but we'll have our good shit. Our team's bittersweet thats all I gotta say, no matter how bad or good we are, you guys always make my day(:

-asb.

don't ever miss that damn bus.

I gotta say.. today is a story. Nothing special, just interesting(:

So today was Tuesday. Did the regualr stuff. School Buis and all. We had a game and even though it was away and Mr. Henrayy did have Gatorades.. provided by Rachel Ocampo(: , he wanted Cindayy to get water for the water jug. Of course I with Cindy 'cause without me, where would she go!

So we left the school, stopped by to get her stuff, and then headed to back to Gahr by the football field to get some water and ice for this big ass garbage bag so we can put the Gatorades in 'cause someboyd forgot to put them in the freezer! jk.

Anywhoos so me and Cindayy were doing our thing then headed back to the Gahr gym. Next thing you know, the buses and the girls are gone! Cindy was like.. "Shut up" and im like "No Cindy.." Then we get a call from Claudia and then Henry was on the phone saying they left us and we had to drive there. Since Cindy doesn't know how to drive freeways, we had to get directions to go there through the sidestreet. We were in the parking lot all posted and then tennis boys were all laughing at us -_-* all I gotta say is.. NOT MY FAAAULT! aha.

So we were all stressing getting directions then outta no where and while I was on Cindy's phone, Bianca calls me saying "Ayy if you stop buy me a AriZona Green Tea!" aha. She would.. Since Cindy didn't have gas, we stopped by Chevron. I paid for the gas and got AriZona's since Cindy had no moolahh $$ And denn.. I went outside and as soon as we were about to pump, tell me why this girl parked on the wrong side of the gas pump! So she had to repark and me craackin up 'cause she went around all over again just so we can put the gas pump in her gas tank. But thats nothing.. So she went out and I took the gas pump even though I didn't know how and put it in her tank. All of a sudden shes like.. "Allyn I don't know how to pump gass!" and I was like.. "OMG!" "How do you even drivee!" mann hella clueless, I asked some random dude and you can tell he was like "WTF?" aha pretty funny and we got our gaas(:

So after, we pulled out, Cindy all stressing and me saying "Don't tripp" Just crusin down Studebaker looking for Firestone to make a left. Right before the light where we were supposed to make a left.. Tell me why a damn train had to come through! -____-* I swear, you can hear me and Cindy cussing like tomorrow. That thing was long. It eventually went through(: Then we made a left on Firestone and cruised all the way down. Her still trippen, I was like "Dont trip!" I probably said it about 464512578 X times 'cause she was freaking out! I was like "I got you" So we went all the way down until we saw the school, made a right at the light, looked for a swimming pool, went into the parking lot and.. tadaa!(: Finally.

All I gotta say is, here my lesson for you... Don't ever miss that damn bus!

missing in action.

A little something I wrote. To everyone I lost touched with, hope you understand..



MIA thats all I gotta say,
School, Clubs, Debut Practices, ASB & Tennis is what you call my day,
As of right now it isn't so easy,
It's my last year then I'm finally out,
Trying to do it well,
Though my friendships right now aren't so swell,
Pretty occupied I gotta admit,
But I just can't give up everything now and just quit,
My bad for not "big chillen" or living life,
But right now I gotta stay focused,
Gotta figure out what I'm going to do after my high school life,
I apologize, I sure do,
Because I miss everyone, can't forget you too,
Disappointing, it just isn't the same,
But I have to be serious and stop playing games,
Don't even trip though, November's coming right along,
Tennis season will soon be over,
Can't wait to play my happy song,
But as of now, I have to say goodbye,
Just leave now before my one last cry.

why hello there lovely.

So i guess this is my first blog. Woo!(:

Anyways, it's Saturday. Finally got some rest after this loong week. I haven't had so much sleep since I came back from the Philippines in August. It's funny how I thought i'd come back with everything coming out smoothly. Now I realized how much i've been so occupied, never really getting to chill with anyone anymore.. Well heres how my week went.

Monday I was hella tired especially 'cause the day before I went to San Diego to the military bases to shop before my mummah goes to the Philippines. I had school going from one class to another thinking of what was up with our Class Cabinet meeting since I'm Senior Class Vice President. However before the meeting, I joined Korean Ministry Club even though I'm not Korean or Christian just for the food.. & 'cause James told me to join. After, I headed to tennis practice, with Cindayy of course 'cause we always get that damn orange water jug to practice, which always seems to last forever -_-

Tuesday was whatever except for the fact that we had our first season game against Lynwood. They were bad, especially because they're varsity was full of freshmans who didn't know how to play. So Mr. Henrayy decided to put me & Short Stuff Karen in. Pretty fun and they were actually nice. They made me kinna miss my freshman year aha. Especially since they had braces which made me rememeber how I was lol. I felt kinna bad so me & Karen decided that we were gonna be hella nice and talk during the game. Henry, Jace and the Tennis girls were like wth?! 'cause we were making conversations and all but it was whatever. In the end we won our two games we played (6-0, 6-0) bageling em. Though we hella owned them, those girls with braces gave us gummi bears 'cause we was soo nice(: We felt special aha. I also got to meet Heather boyfriend, Stephen. Kinna sad 'cause Karen was saying he had sweaty palms! lmao 'cause he shook her hand aha..

Wednesday was hectic 'cept the fact that it was hella hooooot! -_- There was a Barkada Club and I didnt even stay, only for a quick minute though 'cause I was in a rush with Cindayy so we can get food before the game. So, we decided to go to Wendy's and buy some grub. We both got baked potatoes and it was bomb 'cept we needed more sour cream lol. We then did our thang getting water and headed to the game. It was against Poly and everyone knows wsup with Poly and sports. We lost but it was all good. At least we didn't get yelled by Henry right? lmao. After the game, I had to go Gay Ass Alora's debootay practice. Not everyone showed up but since learned some anyways then after practice, we all got spaghetti(:

Thursday was a Thursday. Another game day 'cept it was away aginst Warren. Since me & Cinday didn't need to get water and she had her Lab for her APES (AP Enviormental Science) class, me and Stephanie decided to bust a mission to buy food at Wendy's. She kept on saying "Are we gonna make it?" and I was like "Don't even trip. We got time." so we went in and order our burgers and fries her still trippen "Are we gonna make it?" And so we tried to make it back me saying "Don't trip!" And when we got back to the school, Henry and Jace were outside the bus and all the girls were in the bus. Then we were like "Oh shiit" But it was whatever 'cause we weren't even laaate(: So we grabbed our stuff, wen't in the bus and went to Warren. We went there early and we all decided to go to the "restroom" before the game. Even though we knew where it was, they were all closed and so this girl had us walking around opening this restroom for us. We all lagged it and outta no where My. Henry was all like "run!" and we all were running back to the tennis courts. We all warmed up and then did intro's. It was hellaa hott again and since we didn't have a water jug, Henry told me to ask the girls for money $$$ so I can make a water run. So I collected money and went in the school with Karen, Kelly C. and Heather looking for vending machines. We tried it but they were all busted and one of them almost ate up my damn dollahh! -_-* So we headed back to the courts everyone asking "Where's my water" 'cause it was fcukin hot. So I asked Henry if he can drive to the liquor store to buy water since alla the vending machines were busted. He couldn't leave but let us go anyways so we all walked to the liquor store. It was next to a bus stop with alla thse kids just staring 'cause we were all fitted with our tennis uniforms. So we went in, buying water bottles and AriZona Green Teas for the girls. Then we headed back, me carrying this big ass bag with all these drinks. Then when we were there, you can tell all the girls were dying! aha. (See all the damn stuff I do!) aha jk. And since I wasn't playing, I decided to read "Twlight" 'cause I was hella laggen it with no time to spare. Then Heather pulled out one of these Japanese magazines and we were all starting on how pretty and how weird looking they were. I like the clothes though(: Then after the game was finally done and we all headed home. We went out the bus and then while we were heading to our rides and cars, Stephanie walked into a pole! Aha hella and made my day. Then since Karen had her car, I decided to roll with her home. Before we went to Target, looking and stuff then on my way home we decided to go to Seafood City. Before hand, since it was right on the spot, we went to Valerio's where she met my mummah then we walked to Jollibee where she got her 2 for 2.50 burgers and I got a Peach Mango Pie. Yummm(: and then we walked to Seafood City where we bought Pillows! and then we headed home.

Friday was chill. Same buis. except I had Japanese Club during snack. We had a game against Paramount that day and we lost.. It was whatever though 'cause all we really did was laugh at that one girls hair lmao. Not to be mean but shit.. that was hella bright! I hate pink.. but still that hot pink hair was not cuuhhute. I played one game but wasn't so hella about it. I was in a very "unhappy" mood but oh well..

Some pictures up during my week^

Hope you have a lovely day(:

-asb.