Wednesday, April 8, 2009

it was all a dream

"There's a thousand words that I could've said,
A thousand words which I could have read,
Many words which I could've just quote,
Many words which I could've just wrote.
There;s many words that I coud have sent,
Words that maybe I could've just meant." -asb

I may be thinking this hard but I'm still so unsure, I wish I can find out this confused cure..

I shouldn't even be thinking of this but ever since that dream.. I don't know what to do. It should be nothing but after talking it out with a few, it's still on my brain. I have doubts on what to do. It's stupid but I guess I just gotta face the facts. I wish it'd be easy just to tell you but who knows if I'll be the same. One day, just one day I'll tell you, maybe not today or tomorrow, but one day. It's just something I have to say but I just might regret it..


_leen

Sunday, April 5, 2009

four

its Sunday which means.. 4 more days!

Four more days 'til Sadies.
Four more days 'til the beginning of Spring Break.
Four more days 'til me & sunshine biancas birthday week (even though its not her birthday aha)


Plans for Spring Break are still undecided. All I know is I have Sadies, my family Birthday dinner, my birthday & dinner with friends, and also Justin Casems kickback & Rochelles debooboo. Hopefully I can also go to Sprinkles or that Japanese market that Karen wanted to go, Cheesecake Factory with liddo miss sunshine, finally kick it with the NB's since what kinna years?! kick it with some old friends that are too cool for me 'cause they're in college right now and just go to the beach, or even go swimming even though I suck.. aha. Oh well, four more days of schoool! I need a break. I fall asleep in every class 'cause I dread it so much.

In other words.. I finally found the elephant tank I wanted[= and the best part was I got it at the new Forever 21 at Lakewood, where Mervyns used to be. Much more organized, wide, and they have everything even a guys section.. aha. Even though my mom didn't really like it cause of the elephants lol, I got it anyways. I also got a black dress with some typa design which said 7.99 but I got it for 6.99, wooo(: I also got a new purse.. finally! It's this plain black tokidoki bag that I got for 115 dollars I guess. I think im going to return it to a Kipling bag instead 'cause my mom says I'll look better lol. But anyways.. all I have to say is.. R.I.P Black Purcel Boombox. I'll fix it up and hopefully I can use it for the weekend.

In other words.. I also got 11 days 'til I turn legal, oh shoot me.. & someones remembers my birthday[=

ps.. Brenton if you see this.. can I please I have my headphones and my Fast and The Furious Tokyo Drift DVD?!(: aha



_leen

Friday, April 3, 2009

nothing again

So todays a Friday and basically posted & MIA again. If only Lisa & Steph were here. Smart asses all the way in Calculus Camp! At least when there was nothing to do, we always found something to do, even if we didn't do anything at all.

Though I'm posted at home chillen, at least got somethings done. I got to finally buy my MAC Paint Pot in GroundWork and even got me a free bag from BP. Plus, reserved at Bj's for my birthday dinner, cross fingers that stupid Calculus Review doesnt come in the way! Was kinna bummed that they didn't have that elephant shirt I wanted available anymore in Forever, boo :( I'll find it.. hopefully.

Even if this Friday is such a fail, with nothing to do again, at least me and Raven are keeping each other company, with our little inside jokes and all.

In another note, I still need to buy me a new swim suit! I had a list of options of what I wanted before but now I want this..



I gotta check it out just in case. Hopefully this weekend I can get one!

I also gotta save up to get me two more MAC Paint Pots in Indianwood and or in Rubenesque. Plus a new liquid eyeliner because apparently, N.Y.C. tests their makeup on animals! I'm not saying I'm vegetarian and I'm not really big on makeup but when it comes to eyeliner and lip balms, it's be weird if they used animals and put makeup on them. So now I'm on a mission.


Checking off my list of goals
_raised up Civics grade
_attempted to start working out by doing my old daily 200 situps/crunches


Oh man.. even though the weekends here, I want spring break now. Cross fingers the weekend goes slow & the weekdays can go fast so we can have Spring Break already!

_leen