those things

Sunday Morning and I'm thinking of starting to blog about my weeks again since I haven't been updating as much. Even though I already started school, summer is still in session. Shooot with this heat, it feels like summer will never end. Plus, I'm never really home except to really sleep, which I haven't really been doing as much either.. lol.

26; Ate WingStop with Target & Nita
Dress Shopped at F21 in Lakewood for Chelseys Sweet 16
27; WingStop (again I know) with Tommy & Mikey
Took out the car & kicked it with BestCousin
28; Red Robin with Cinday
Aladdin with Steph & Nita *thanks for the hook up Nocturnal
29; Chelsey's Sweet 16 Party
30; Baby Jessicas 18th Birthday

In other words, to all you guys who always ask me "How college?" Well first week it pretty much sucked and I hated it. Petitioning for at least 8 classes, two of them the same english class and I still don't get in! Wooomp ;( Waking up super early and staying at school for no reason was not so wonderful at all. Even though I do have 4 classes, I'm still not even a full time student. Oh if only it were high school.. all you needed to do was talk to your councelor and they got everything set for you. College, thats your own shit now. Oh well, now that I've gotten used to it.. it isnt pretty bad. I didn't get lost the first day of school so thats good. Even though I still don't have English, at least I got a Math, US History, Human Sexuality *which I know you guys would be like "Wtf?!" 'cause I wasn't even planning to take that class -.- and a Dance class.. which I still don't know why I even signed up for.. lol. Even though some of my classes are random, I like them. I mean I have some friends I already know & also met some new ones, sorta. Oh well.. the day in the life of college..

Taking it back from last week.. I feel a lot better. Getting distracted especially with school kinda helped. But still, there's just something I can't get off my mind. I was going good for almost one whole year, not giving a fcuk about guys. Target says to not think of it but how can I not think of it -.- "If it we're only that easy" I'm not sure if he even knows but to everyone, it kinda seems obvious I guess. It's been a while, but I guess people are "blind" sometimes :-/ The things I do.. even though everyone knows I wouldn't even do. I guess you have to take risks but I don't even think risks even work. Oh shoot me . Even though Nita & the girls said go for it, I don't even know. I guess heartbreak is a bitch and I'm just afraid to start again..

_leen