too afraid

I don't know why but i guess I'm just too afraid,
Even though your presence always makes my day,
I know I haven't tried but I wouldn't know where to start,
I guess my past makes me afraid for my heart,
I know I shouldn't care,
But its just to hard to not even stare,
If only I had some game,
Maybe you might just know my name,
Just one thing, Just one time of day,
I'd take back that one day just for you to stay.