getting better

From my last blog, I guess you can kinda tell I was -_-
If you know me by now, I'd be weird for me to be sad. I'm not saying I'm completely happy and satisfied, even though I finally got my license, got handed down my dads suv, and of course, been going out here and there again. I'm good now but I guess I just have something in my chest I really want to put out but I guess it's best if I just let it be..

For what it is, I guess I just should let it go but honestly, I don't think I can because I guess you can say that person is too goood of a person to let go. I thought I was over it, and I am but then again, something always gets to me and I just don't know what it is... Like I know it's probably best if I leave it alone but then again I'm that person that would never give up on something either. Why do I over think so much -_- I probably don't make any sense but you'll figure it out.

Something I got from TheCarlosRoman off of Twitter.. lol
"if shes amazing, she wont be easy. if shes easy then, shes not amazing. if shes worth it, you wont give up, if you give up, your not worthy"
^Kinda explains what I'm going through, or at least I feel like I'm going through.

If it were that easy.. The things I do but I guess you don't notice.
To make it short if you do read this, I just have to say thank you. Maybe one day I'll tell you but until then, it's best if we just left it unsaid.



I guess I'll never figure out what I want, but then again no one really knows what they want.